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У Ахмеда висели в интернет еще два непонятных мертвых аккаунта в Сейфбук, которые он завел в один день – 26 июля 2020.
Один — с фото Ахмеда-самурая, в кендоги, хакама, богу, шэн и котэ, с синаем наперевес. Другой — с фото Ахмеда-преподавателя — декларировал его как “ученый”. Ольга написала Ахмеду-ученому: “Can we talk as normal people without scandals?”
Он ответил: “You did hurt me a lot.”
Ольга импульсивно удалила свою страницу. Она испугалась что действительно сделала ему больно. А вдруг она ошибалась на его счет?
Она даже написала ему извинения в PenPals.
Десять дней она размышляла о том, как повести себя с Ахмедом. Подумав, через десять дней она все восстановила страницу в Сейфбук, продолжила выкладывать видео и публиковать чанки. Она отправила ему сообщение в PenPals:

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You asked me persistently what  you wanted: to see me naked and sexual. I’ve never done it for anybody in my life. Why did I take the video where I undressed for you? I was ranting and said a stupid word. If I would not do what I promised to you so stupidly, I would be a liar and hypocrite. I preferred to be honest than to be "decent". And, yes, I tried to perform as less sexually as possible.
One year ago my vision of you was:
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 Ahmed, I might have nothing to do but think about you all the time.  Several days ago I joined one Italian from the USA.  I felt there was something wrong with him since the first of his messages ... The world is ill.  In the end, I feel disgusted for all those males I ever met.  How can I trust somebody?  Maybe you are the same dirty male, but I don't want to believe that.
I'm repeating your name in my head as if I make a gulp of clean water: Ahmed, Ahmed, Ahmed, Ahmed, Ahmed, Ahmed, Ahmed, Ahmed, Ahmed, Ahmed, Ahmed, Ahmed, Ahmed, Ahmed, Ahmed, Ahmed, Ahmed, Ah-med, Ah-m-ed, Ahmed .., but I cannot slake the thirst."
Can you understand the CONTRAST between my expectations and the reality, the real Ahmed, who asked me about sexual issues in the rudest expressions?
You don't have to be appropriate to my expectations, however, that's absolutely true.
You are not the worst man in your society, not the best.
But I would count you to the best part of them, however.
On your SB page, you post videos about nobility, healthy relationships, decent people and behavior. Some people call you "sheih", they believe you.
And you did deliberately harm me.
It was a cheap deed.
That's why I will be doing what I plan, till the end. It is not going to be against you.
These five...or more days I have been thinking about the situation to not behave on impulse. Many times I wrote to you about how I see your nature and your image. Your mind and attitudes were not changed by Japan and by all the European culture you are trying to understand resultless. This is because you don't notice petty things (actually, it is almost impossible) that are obvious, but they are obvious only for the native of the particular culture, not for foreigners. Such things usually nobody discusses. You didn't learn how to read properly. Don't complain if you understand little or nothing.               
The bad thing, in my opinion, is that you USED MY platonic and trustful relation to you, Ahmed, and my heart to laugh at me. You caught me on a foolish word, where I was ranting about our bodies, FOR to HUMILIATE ME. It was cruel. You DELIBERATELY hurt me deeply.
So, I decided, I'll CONTINUE POSTING the chunks and the videos on SB and everywhere. I deleted my account forever, but I don't know exactly..(yes, I can use it again, I've just seen 23/July/21)...in this case, otherwise, I can create another one and fill it with Algerian guys easily. 
By the way, there's nothing insulting for you in my messages (how a reflection of a moon can offend the moon, even a distorted one?) and my intentions (how can reflection hurt or damage the moon?).
As I got, Ahmed ****ni belongs to the type of man who can live with and want absolutely any woman. You said you are picky: I don't believe you. Your family is picky. You are a male who wants any female (I noticed you always have a look at the breasts of your girl students in your videos, many times) not depending on their beauty or intelligence. You are deprived of women and can't cope even with your eyes! Do you call it happiness?
What about me: I don't belong to the women interested in such men. I am looking for a warm soul, not a penis. I don't hate you. I even respect some of your features. Maybe, somewhere I am wrong about you. I have given my very own vision and description of Ahmed ****ni. But I will not judge him or set him a sentence.
I cease thinking and caring about you. I will end the book here. Don't disturb me, please, with your empty replies!
Dixi.