I don t want to sleep

I don't want to sleep,
Cause don't want to wake up.

If I had started collecting my tears two months ago.
Now I would have a pool of torment.

It's okay, I'm alive, it'll pass. 
Stop, enough, I can't. 
Take a deep breath and go on.
Just Two steps and I fell, broke my knees.

It's all right, they'll heal.
Please, one more step.
All right, will in a fist.
I hit my head on a tree branch, it hurts.

It doesn't matter.
Damn, who am I lying to?
Okay, later.
Think only about the step.
Thoughts are clogged.
Please get me out of my head,
I feel bad, scared, incomprehensible.


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