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Today was the final day of drinking antibiotics. I feel a bit healthier, though not quite sure about complete recovery. The doctor says that I need to wait for three months before taking a new test. In general, my condition is tolerable, so there is no need to think about it too much. Everything is gonna be alright.
 
I abandoned my exercises for too long; now it’s time to bring them back. As usually, I’m gonna start small and gradually build power and discipline. First, I definitely must run in the forest at least once a week. Then, there have to be pushups, squats, dumbbells, not mentioning my morning routine.

At today’s speaking club, I felt no advantage whatsoever, which my “deep” understanding of the topic was supposed to bring about. Although I had been writing about wisdom every day during the entire week, it made no difference to improving the quality of the discussion. Maybe this made it even worse because most of what has been said nearly bored me to death. My questions weren’t able to penetrate the superficiality of collective consciousness, and no one came even close to considering wisdom as a thing worth studying for its own sake. It seems that I have to dedicate more time to working on the questions rather than investigating the essence of the topic.

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