Wo ai ni, Andy 14

I wanna be with you
Lilith dreamed that she was standing in the middle of a vast field. Apparently, the place where the woman was now was where there was never winter. The field was surrounded on four sides by a bamboo forest.
Lilith got up from the grass and tried to figure out where she should go. However, the trees formed an even square and there was no way out of the square. No one detained Lilith, she was free to get up and leave at any moment. However, something held Lily in place, the woman could not remember how she ended up here, but, however, she remembered well that she had to wait for someone.
Time moved towards evening. Darkness fell suddenly. It had just been light, when suddenly, as if a dark curtain was thrown over the world that surrounded the woman. Lilith stood up and moved unsteadily towards the nearest trees. However, the longer she walked, the farther the exit was from her. As soon as Lilith stopped, she immediately discovered that, it turns out, she had already gone beyond the limits of the bamboo forest.
In the distance, she heard the sound of human voices. Someone was screaming and crying. Coming closer, Lali saw a wedding procession, but the faces of the people who surrounded the wedding palanquin were not cheerful and festive. Looking closer, Lilith saw that a girl had stepped out of the palanquin. Judging by the festive attire, it was the bride.
However, the girl was doing a strange thing, bypassing the people who accompanied her, she suddenly stopped and tore off her red wedding dress. The first time she did not succeed, the dress was sewn to last. However, the second and third attempts were successful.
There was a noise, the escorts did not understand what had come over the beautiful bride. Soon, only shreds remained of the red dress. The bride was left in a white dress, which was worn under red.
This reminded Lilith of something, but before she had time to sort out her memories, her body suddenly drew at a frantic speed to the place where a beautiful girl in a white dress stood. In less than a second, Lilith was next to the girl. But this was not enough, in the next moment Lola's soul was in the body of a beautiful bride.
And in that second, Lilith remembered everything. She remembered the moment when the girl called the dressmaker to sew a white dress. Lilith even remembered her bewilderment, she still could not understand why the bride needed a white dress if she already had a red one. But now everything fell into place. In China, red is the color of life, white is the color of death.
Lilith remembered another detail. The memory returned reluctantly, but Lola was still able to remember that the bride was marrying an unloved person. The one she loved more than life was now dead. The girl's father refused her beloved when he came to their house to woo. The girl was locked in a room under house arrest, and her beloved died of grief.
And now the soul of Lilith has merged with the soul of the heartbroken girl. The girl, if you remember, was called Zhu Yingtai, and the young man was Liang Shanbo. The soul of Lilith clung to the soul of the bride, she wanted to console the unfortunate girl, but immediately realized that the girl had lost her mind from grief. The bride walked to the place where her beloved was buried. And suddenly Lilith remembered. These were memories from another dream, the one she'd had on the train.
Looking at the marble slab on which the name of her beloved was written, Lolita suddenly remembered that there, in that previous dream, she saw another grave slab next to the young man's gravestone. The name of the unfortunate bride was inscribed on this slab. Suddenly Lilith lit up. She tried to stop the girl.
However, the weak-willed mind of the bride suddenly woke up and began to fight desperately. Power over the body of the bride was now divided between two souls, the soul of Lilith and the soul of Zhu Yingtai. From the outside, it seemed that the body of the unfortunate girl was twitching from side to side, but in fact it was Lita who prevented the girl from committing a fatal act.
Lilith now knew what would happen after the unfortunate girl approached the grave of her lover. She immediately conveyed this guess to the girl, but got an unexpected effect. Instead of being frightened, the girl ran at double speed and soon it was already near the grave of her beloved.
Suddenly there was thunder, lightning flashed, a whirlwind swooped in, and at the epicenter of the whirlwind was the grave of the unfortunate young man. Lilith had already experienced these sensations, and now she remembered everything. At that moment, she realized that her struggle was useless. What was destined to happen will happen anyway.
Suddenly, the whirlwind gained such strength that it was able to lift the tombstone. And then the wind changed direction, it began to blow in one direction, in the back of the bride. The gust of wind was so strong that at some point the girl was lifted into the air and spun. The girl screamed, Lilith screamed along with her, but these two souls no longer controlled the body. The soul of Lolita and the soul of the unfortunate bride embraced, trying to shield each other from the horror that awaited them ahead.
Lilith heard her parents and guests screaming. Another moment and the body of the bride was in the place that Lilith saw in a dream on the way to the Beidaihe resort. The tombstone was blown aside by the wind.well, and the bride, the wind with terrible force threw to where her beloved was buried.
A sigh of horror swept through the crowd of guests accompanying the bride. The mother of the bride rushed to where the wind had taken her daughter. Leaning over the hole in the ground, she tried to make out the silhouette of her daughter. The unfortunate woman leaned lower and lower and suddenly recoiled, two huge and beautiful butterflies flew out of the grave.
The souls of Zhu Yingtai and Liang Shanbo met again, never to be separated again. Butterflies circled over the speechless crowd, and then, softly flapping their wings, flew away. The sun came out again, its rays illuminated a strange picture. A wedding palanquin stood on the ground, fragments of a red wedding dress lay near the palanquin, and the people who were preparing and waiting for the holiday froze in bewilderment.
Butterflies flew farther and farther. Now everything was right in the relationship of butterflies. The bride butterfly flew ahead, the groom butterfly followed her. The bride's butterfly now had one soul - the soul of Zhu Yingtai.
The soul of Lilith separated from the soul of the bride at the moment when the bride decided to become a butterfly so that she would never be separated from her beloved again. The soul of the bride settled in the body of a butterfly, but Loli had no place there. There was no room for two souls in the tiny body of a butterfly.
And so it happened that Zhu Yingtai flew away, and Lilith ended up in a place where insight comes to unfortunate lonely souls. The woman wandered through the vast, endless hall. This hall was lit only in the middle, the exit and entrance to the hall were lost in the dusk. Ceiling, floor, walls - everything in this hall was mirrored.
Lilith walked, seven women who looked like Lilith followed her. The reflections were not identical. Lilith turned around abruptly. However, her reflections did not want to repeat her movements. Lolita froze, but the reflections continued to move.
The women who were reflected in the mirrors looked like Lilith, but not completely. They had different hair colors, had different clothes, but there was no doubt, all the reflections that Lita now saw were her souls.
Lilith remembered how time after time in her dreams she tried to find her love. Evil fate, like a sword, hung over her head, not allowing her to live a long and happy life with her loved one. Looking at the women who silently looked at her, she increasingly understood the strange plan of the cruel goddess Xi Wang Mu.
The mother goddess was fair, but harsh. She would have been glad to help the unfortunate woman, but the event that happened many centuries ago, and the terrible words uttered by her mother, were like an order for the goddess. The power of the curse, which was greater than the power of the goddess, dictated the events that happened to the soul of Lilith all these long centuries.
If what I am saying is too much of a veil for you, I will try to part the veil and show the truth. Centuries ago, a mother in a fit of rage cursed her daughter for disobeying her. The daughter had the soul of Lilith.
Then the mother changed her mind, but it was too late. The words were spoken and it was impossible to take them back. The curse could not be broken, but its ending could be changed. Only in the ninth incarnation was the curse to go back to where it came from.
Only now Lilith understood why fate did not allow her to connect with her beloved. Century was replaced by a century, but Lilith, and her lover experienced only pain and torment. And now, in this eighth incarnation, love brought Lilith only pain and hopelessness. Now Lita knew why all her love stories ended in failure. As soon as the woman realized all this, there was a sound of breaking glass. Only seven mirrors remain. The seven female figures looked at Lilith, and Lilith looked at them. She remembered all her incarnations.
Until now, her dreams had shown her only four incarnations, now she knew that there were seven of these incarnations. However, the sound of glass was growing. Soon Lilith was left alone in the room, and all the mirrors were broken. And at the same moment, Lilith was again swallowed up by complete darkness.
The woman felt that she was falling somewhere. A voice called her and asked her to return. And in obedience to this voice, Lilith decided that her fall must be stopped.
At the same moment, a bright light hit Lilith's eyes. The light wasn't going anywhere, it was just expanding. This light was so bright and warm that Lita felt her skin warm under the rays of the warm light.
Lilith opened her eyes. She was in the hospital room, on the calendar that hung on the wall of the room, it was September 27, Andy's birthday. Moving her arms and legs, she felt that the heaviness was gone, the body became unusually light.
Victor's silhouette was visible behind the transparent door. He sat with his head down. Sometimes he glanced towards the ward where Lilith lay, his face was distorted by flour. Lolita knew that if she called, the man's life, and her own, would change. However, she lay there and took no action. Before taking a decisive step, she had to complete one thing.Рукопись полностью по этой ссылке http://proza.ru/2022/03/22/197