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The morning was brilliant! So many astonishing thoughts ran through my mind while I was doing exercises. One of these thoughts was about making dialogs out of my talks with various people. After I had a conversation with X, I made a rough draft, jotting down short summaries of what she said. Is it possible to turn this draft into a good story? In any case, while I’m gonna work on it, I’m not gonna be exposed to mindless consumption of information that makes me more and more frustrated.

For the last week, I’ve been recalling at the end of every day what happened during that day. Sometimes, this exercise helps me notice interesting things which I don’t pay attention to while immersed in action. I thought about the exercises and realized that I didn’t pay attention to them since my vocabulary wasn’t sufficient to describe what I was doing. Now, however, things have changed, and I can think about y-jin-jing for hours! When I try to reconstruct a certain day in my memory, I may go way beyond mere experience. It’s not just about recalling a sequence of actions, I may build upon these actions as far as I want. Now, my goal is to learn how to get more profound emotions from recalling certain events than from the events themselves. When I watch an outstanding lecture that makes me feel excited, curious, puzzled, grateful, etc., I wanna learn how to come back to this lecture later in my memory, reconstruct it through self-talk and make it even more exciting. The dream I had a few days ago taught me a very insightful lesson.

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