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For some reason, it seemed to me that when we met. will not be able to find words, words that could explain the very inner state in which was now, words that could sincerely convince her that then.  had no choice, had to leave now. five years later. I'm sorry baby

didn't  you hope.  just ran away. didn't have time to explain anything to you. understand! none of us is immune from mistakes. if he puts on unconsciousness, desire. always be the first to have everything at once.

and no matter how untrue it sounds. but I remember the very day when we first met. it was in September. on the is day then I was still living in a family apartment. in the neighborhood. London. wanted my own home so as not to depend on anyone. almost. and as an obedient citizen of the United Kingdom and her Majesty's subjects pay taxes on time.


When  would not be in a hurry to meet somewhere. maybe  wouldn't have met you like that. do you know that then we just broke up two weeks after the meeting, but what were those two weeks? It's extraordinary like it's a dream