Friday. Wedding shower. Red thread

 Today, Friday.  Actually, I always had a difficult relationship with Friday, various unpleasant things happened on Friday.  But everything, today everything has changed!  Now Friday will be a happy day.  The door opened and the hand you held out touched my arm.
 You have long wanted to open this door, but there was no my permission.  The red thread appears not at the moment when the bodies are connected, but when the souls are connected.  It's not a metaphor. But how was I to know that?  By the standards of eternity, I live so little.  No matter how much you read, you're still an ignoramus!  No matter how much I prayed, they did not hear me.  I can read day and night, I can pray day and night, but it won't change anything.  In fact, it wouldn't change anything.  Now I understand, this minute I understand.  Only after the wedding of the soul, can there be a wedding of the body, and not vice versa.  I thank the unknown librarian who finally opened the book in front of me, pointed out the right page and even the line. As long as I remember, I will remember!  I hope I don't forget when I'm reborn.  I'm sorry I only found out now!  If she remembered at birth, life would be different, it would spin counterclockwise!  However, thank you for this gift!  It's not too late! Let's go