JIE. Chapter 2. In Search Of A Forgotten Knowledge

JOURNEY INTO ETERNITY

Chapter 2

IN SEARCH OF A FORGOTTEN KNOWLEDGE   

Thus being captivated with the idea of this Big Journey around the world, I stayed loyal to my thirst for knowledge and the Truth, which I have been looking for and learning through the prism of different currents and flows.   
But one of our distinctive qualities as a humanity nowadays is that we get too "idle". We do not like to think much, to look and to listen to what is shown and told to us, but we would rather live in certain given frames, being afraid to look a bit wider and deeper, while God gives everything for us to see at a certain stage of our evolution.   
And of course I don’t look at everything and notice everything. But I decided that I am not afraid to look. Generally people do not like to ask questions I usually ask and ideological challenges I take every brand new day. Challenges that never go with a secure guarantee of easy answers. Usually this is the price you pay to get the desired peace of your soul and your heart. But I understand that it is my way to reach it. I can understand that other people rather reach this peace through other ways. For someone, it is comfortable to follow the priests and gurus and nothing else, or to be satisfied with the answers without asking any new questions. My path has always been rather a challenging path of my own boundaries of perception. And whenever I was reaching a seeming edge, I was discovering new and new horizons. Every person should go their own way – this is the only way for us to reach the destination we are meant for. And the more you go towards your way (your inner path towards the Truth), the more rewarded you become. I also got rewarded and blessed when Heavens began to show me more and more. Not only mentally while reading and reflecting upon many things, but also throughout the connection to the Source… by numerous spiritual experiences, including visions and my dreams. Exactly them, starting from the very childhood, were accompanying me through life, growing together with me, and helping me see things subconsciously, through my soul, what my conscious mind couldn't apprehend.   
Of course I also have usual dreams, or like I call them psychological ones (when the brain processes the information during the day). But apart from them, with time, I learnt to distinguish the ones that have a spiritual nature. Like the "significant dreams" (which show me certain signs, that carry a piece of information that I need to decipher and react accordingly); and "predicting dreams" (which sometimes come true in reality in exact way and details as I saw them in my dream). And the most fascinating ones are "incarnational dreams" when I am watching the scenes from my previous/parallel incarnations of my Soul of different times, different places, of different people. I have been seeing dreams about strangers, and me being other people of strange nationalities, in far lands, seeing strange landscapes that I had never seen.   
And after waking up, I remember some of them. Like at the age of 6, I wrote phrases (twice) in an old Japanese language which I couldn’t possibly know (when I just started writing in my own language). Years later I accidentally found this letter and brought it to the historian of old languages and they helped me to decipher some parts of it. And it was really written in old Japanese hieroglyphs. How could a child of 6 years old invent them?   
Then... I started seeing different shapes of life on other planets and other worlds, that God so generously and wisely created together with our world. Sometimes I even dreamt of being one of those inhabitants of far distant planets, going through certain lessons and challenges of my life there.   
So, after such a life-long experience, it was not so difficult for me to understand the concept of reincarnation, even as a child. And years after, I began to investigate the thing that I subconsciously somehow believed in since I was 6 years old or even less. And that’s when I began to get more interested in studying myself as a True Essence of Existence of All. Not this temporary body, on this temporary planet of this temporary incarnation. But much older, much deeper and divine essence of mine – which is my eternal Soul.   
Of course, I could not do that apart from studying my human personality first - since anyway I am looking at the world from its perspective. During my university times I was studying age and gender-related psychology, psychology of personality and creativity, biological, cultural and social aspects of shaping our personality, just in order to understand the world, starting with my own one. Starting with understanding: WHO are you, Tasha Sydorenko, and what exactly shaped you the way you are?... Where is the actual start of your own personality and where is the end of it? Or maybe this EGO-garment is only one of your shapes, one of dozens, hundreds, thousands, millions of shapes of who You really Are... And accompanying phenomena to my reflections were these dreams. The dreams about different incarnations of me and my close people being incarnated in other personalities with other names, of different genders, nationalities, in different times and places, but the Souls of whom I could recognize and follow the connection, which existed between us since the birth of the Universe (or its Eternal Rebirth)…   
Thus I came to understand that all of us are connected within the Sacred Union of all of our Souls in One great blessed Soul, that came from Everything and has always been the Everything.   
But the problem is that ego has separated us shatteringly. Usually people live their earthly life and don’t really care about other lives, their connection with each other, at least within one little town (not talking about even countries). So how can we expect them to seek connection in the Universe throughout Eternity?...   
Just like we study ourselves with the help of psychology in order to understand our personality – the same we should direct our attention to the Universal personalities we have. The same as our surrounding and our environment shaped the man or woman we are (within this certain name, of this certain nationality, of these certain customs and traditions and other Earth experience), the same way our “Soul Personalities” are formed on much more higher spiritual level, being shaped and brought up by our Universal experience.   
As our Soul is such a substance that cannot be understood by only the human brain, temporally given to us here. And thus, all we can know or imagine about our soul now is only one side perspective. An earthly life perspective. But the soul continues to live after our journey on Earth in far more deep and developed space, than material life. And so we can assume that the qualities of the notion of a "soul" are far more rich and boundless...   
All we need is to look inside our Inner Knowledge and not to learn but to “remember” about it. And I deeply believe that I am not the only one who has carried this knowledge through all their lives since the very birth and even before it. Because all of us already Know the Truth, we were there once, we touched God’s Love and Eternity and we do have these sacred memories within us. But in our human embodiments we forgot about them. And we were put on Earth to learn about God and His miracles with the help of human apparatus given to us in this life: our brain, our mind, our hearts, our beliefs, our hopes… I think it was a great plan to do so. Everything has its own sense. And we, spiritual creatures, were put on Erath into material life to experience it too, to learn our earthly lessons as well, in order to develop, to purify and to evolve consciously order to get closer to the Essence of God and His Purity…   
After all, what is the main reason for the existence of every religion on Earth (regardless customs and different dogmata)? – Unity with God, unity with each other, Love for God, Love towards each other. Unity in Love for God. But all of us are connected within His Spirit. So, if we are connected SO MUCH up there, why is it so hard for us to assume that we are as well connected here?... And do you think it would really matter in what bodies our Souls meet each other, since our primal connection lies far beyond the physical realm and even this planet?