я буду мальчиком рисующим котов...

Once upon a time,
I was
in the crowded metropolis
I live
in a crowded metropolis.
I would like to live
in a crowded metropolis
but I will die –
having read a lot of comics-
from laughter..

I'll be a boy
drawing cats...
imagining
that I've been reincarnated myself,
and the
only food is milk
suitable for fish
as a side dish.…

Maybe
I'll need mascara...
to draw
the fur and eyelashes
so that their eyes
can look into the soul
And take out the brain -
with a personal object…

so that I would be afraid
of their clawed paws..
scratches are deeper
than a trace of hara-kiri.
and I would have been a boy
without a mom and without a dad
in some house,
city, apartment..

classic, Freudian
childhood fear-
seen
under the influence of ergin
I did not know that drawing
was so scary..
and so insistently disgusting.

You lived..
and you live somewhere nearby.
You take the subway to work in the morning.
but you'll die of laughter somewhere nearby...
having really read them, right up to the hiccups..
after passing ..

Filevsky Park..
two corpses in the carriage..
not much for general statistics.
I was always in some kind of pursuit.
I've been looking for you in a miserable life..

I bought it with a scholarship -
I drew Manga and endless fights
, but in the End, Wang died
I've been crying for her all day..

I'll be a boy
drawing cats...
imagining
that I've been reincarnated myself,
and the
only food is milk...
suitable for fish
as a side dish.…

Maybe
I'll need mascara...
to draw
the fur and eyelashes.…
so that their eyes
can look into the soul,
And take out the brain -
with a personal object…

so that I would be afraid
of their clawed paws..
scratches are deeper
than a trace of hara-kiri.
and I would have been a boy
without a mom and without a dad..
in some house,
city, apartment..

classic, Freudian
childhood fear-
seen
under the influence of ergin
I did not know that drawing
was so scary..
and so insistently disgusting.


I tried to laugh again
thinking sincerely that I would be able to,
this is probably how clowns
from the provinces in South Korea laugh.

He laughed so hard that he was ashamed
of the fact of Wang's departure..
I overlooked you.
It's such a shame..
carried away by the Manga issue.

I'll be a boy
drawing cats...
imagining
that I've been reincarnated myself,
and the
only food is milk...
suitable for fish
as a side dish.…

Maybe
I'll need mascara...
to draw
the fur and eyelashes.…
so that their eyes
can look into the soul
And take out the brain -
with a personal object…

so that I would be afraid
of their clawed paws..
scratches are deeper
than a trace of hara-kiri.
and I would have been a boy
without a mom and without a dad..
in some house,
city, apartment..

classic, Freudian
childhood fear-
seen
under the influence of ergin
I did not know that drawing
was so scary..
and so insistently disgusting.