Tell me how it feels

Tell me how it feels
To walk away without goodbye
Forget about all happy moments,
To build your future so bright.

Maybe I was just a hard stone
Which draw you down,
Even if I wish to be your heaven
In this cruel and empty world.

I hope one day will come
You slowly open your eyes
And for one holy second
My face will dirt your memory.

How it feels to look at someone
Who never will understand your soul
The way I always tried.
I was too naive to see who you are.

My brain still showing me a pictures
Where you are by my side
Enjoying these cold nights.
We never think to be returned.

Don't send me a new photos,
Don't try to be nice,
Because it doesn't matter no more
How you are living your life.

You keep saying the same lies,
Filing holes in my heart
With worst loving words
to keep me near and far away.

For who I am living in this relationship?
My love hurt me from deep inside
Just for you to start feeling alive.
I am so done with those fake live.


But what can I say to you?
I am playing the same game
Just because too stupid to admit
That fear is stronger than my biggest "I"