to R. - hopeless...

I had the feeling that something had been broken inside of me this morning.  You took a piece of me the other day, and I wanted to remember that.  I was aware that the damaged component of my emotions and expectations would continue to bleed for a while.  I wasn't afraid of it.  I'm afraid because I still experience the pain of loss as strongly as I did twenty years ago.  Other from the ache, everything in my life seems bland.  I wish I had a chance to live a different life, but I don't.  I expected action, not excuses.  And I have to admit that I'm hopeless.

06.10.25


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