Wallah that s beautiful

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12/12/201*
I am missing! what can i do with it? are you here? let's talk a bit!

i am about to sleep

yes, it is a big difference in time, 3 hours, and you should go to work, I know.
I have such pain in my back! never felt something in this kind, almost can't move! good punishment for all my sins!
just tell me a bit how are you... what is going on around... and then may go to sleep!

everything fine
going great...

oh, fine, fine! I am also fine! I even don't know how it came. I got sooooooooooooooo nervose one day. I understood one thing wrongly and then as usual my emotions came to play... and when the situation became clear already, this pain occurred.... for some days already...
sometimes I am quite happy about everything... how it came I don't know.... but I started to think and to miss and wanted to talk.... just I used to talk to you that much! well, go to sleep, good night! I will ask something but next time.

ok hope u get well soon
good night
 
pray! good night!

I pray you achieve the highest order in Heaven with God.

would you like to be there with me?
 
Well I leave that with God

right! but I want to see you. And I used my desire comes true! well, enough! BYE!
and I ask if Awan Gee is your friend, but you answered nothing. And now I feel a bit strange talking to him.

Well ask God to make it true, only God can
 
ok, Adi, well, go to sleep! I don't want to keep you! it’s late!

ah no problem
good night!

no problem... yes... only one heart and one body that I have... that's the problem

u want more?

and you?

noo, i am happy with what i have
why u want more than one?
oneness is the essence of universe. Being one with ur lover… being dust and then be with God.
a thing like 'me and my Lord are One' that’s beautiful
Wallah that’s beautiful

some time ago when I was walking on the bank of Rain one funny guy gave me 2 roses - one red and one white.... I understood “the message” even then... and that is what I really have now from time to time - I am in love, because Amir is such a person... one couldn't stand... and I am in sorrow because........................ you know why, Adnan! well, go to sleep at last!
thanks! you are so kind and come when I need you!

ahh i am sorry
maybe i don’t understand u...
i can admire u... but i am really in search of oneness now... in oneness again with God.
tc

yes we are One in God... all humanity but mostly we feel this just with a few ppl in the world.
But my religion (and may be yours) tells the same: those who love each other, husband and wife, or well, lovers, they become one body and one soul
ok! you are in search! God always does that.... takes away the best!

does religion really have to tell me that?
but isn’t it something...

something what?... you know without any explanation? I feel bad that I keep you! it is too late in your place! I wanted just some words from you. Adi! GO!

ohh nah nahh
what is man without the service of its fellow humans dear Nad! rather live this life with fullest by pledging thanks to Lord, appreciate and understand God and sacrifice yourself
a man doesn’t understand God unless every pore of his body is exhilarated in the presence of God... mournful, sad, happy, submitted... painful of the distance between

i know what without what?
man?... but I am a woman! God is my life. Every moment... more and more... I have to bear a lot! TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much sometimes, and He humiliates me a lot, like now.... but with every such case He is closer.................. I feel like it’s difficult to keep myself, pls, go!

no it’s not humiliation, don’t fall into the traps of feminism…
man is for mankind… for Eve was but from the rib of Adam, wasn’t she?
from man is woman… and for man she is so much... if only she knew her place... she is so elevated.