Unknown world

          Rebirth.

From your gaze and touch,
I burn alive in frantic feelings,
And then I am resurrected again in a stream of Love,
Which knows no boundaries, no time, no distance...

I fear neither death, nor pain, nor separation...
For all this exists only as an illusion of the mind,
But never for the Soul, which is eternal and united,
Therefore, forever inseparable from what the heart has chosen.

Every free person can leave my life at any moment,
But true feelings fill everything constantly,
Like the all-pervading vibrations of the universal energy,
Which, reflected in you, echoes through my heart, manifesting as happiness...

Even if in this life we ;;are not mutually in love and not on the same path,
But the body is only a temporary refuge for the soul's energy,
And so we will certainly meet again,
So that I can remember everything and become Whole...

         For Paulina.
             20.09.25

           Shadow of Shamhain.

You are the darkness and fire in my heart
Which I am readt to die and be born again,
So as not to be afreid and not control
Anything in life,but only to transform.
Burning an being reborn as completely new,
Unknoun and bottomless
... like the universe.

Through life and death,like a bridge
You presense breaks the thin line between worlds,
And I take a step towards the abyss to fly freely.
Everything in world come and gone,but you will stay,
Like the everlasting stream of my soul,
After all,only the body forgets,
But the conciousness keeps the eternal memory of True Love.

                25.10.25
                To Paulina.

         No more games.

Now I know that all this just a game for you,
In which I will never be able to reciprocate anyone's emotions,
But this makes no one bad or good,only fake,
Therefore,I will keep all the real things in my heart until end,
And I will let go of everyone who is not on the same path.

Only roles and rules have an infinite number of repetitions and manipulations..,
To be able keep us in the selfish illusion of conrtrol and comfort,
But in the flow the soul everything is unique an inlimitless,
Love,integrity and freedom are the only path i will never leave,
Because it is the only magic that is most powerful and wild in universe.

                2.11.25
                To those I Love.

 
               Call of nature.

You came into my life through the darkness,
So that I can feel and remember again,
That true love can only be free,
With the transforming power of eternal flame and unity,
Turning ego illusions, masks and rules into dust.

I will forever remain wild, crazy and frantic,
As a living embodiment of the magic of all the elements of nature,
Indomitable, primordial, all-pervading vibrations,
Like your flaming gaze, touch and spirit,

There is nothing in my hands that can be possessed,
Only eternity in the soul, the earth beneath my feet and the sky above my head,
For this alone is necessary for happiness and love,
And the rest is just a temporary game of the mind and society.

                            8.11.25.
                          For Paulina

               
                Alchemy.

Darkness, pain, cruelty, and the cold of the ego,
Always temporary because they can exist
Only where true love is absent –
Unity, light, and the warmth of an eternal soul.

My feelings for you will change me forever,
No matter where they lead me.
But now this is the only
thing I truly want with all my heart...

The most important thing to me is
sincerity, devotion, and depth,
Because the universe cannot be made
comfortable for the sake of the selfish boundaries of the mind,
We can only enjoy it as an infinitely free
And holistic presence of each other.

                   24.12.25
                  For Paulina.
       
         I am whole in fire.

Most people are too afraid to losing control..,
Because they are worried about what others will think..,
But I have nothing to lose and nothing to choose.
So I can allow myself to be sincere,crazy and wild
In boundless love and freedom until the end of life.

The presence in our lives of those we love unconditionally
Is undoubtedly an irreplaceble,wonderful gift of life.
Which changes it forever ... but still
The primary sourse-creator of everything in it
Is only we ourselves-the eternal Soul.

Too many people in this world blindly believe in that
They are only their thoughts,emotions and body,
But I always feel and realize that the tru I-and You too
Is a whole universe,because when love is reborn after the collapse of illusions,
She burns the boundaries beetween Us-unites Everything,
And never builds walls out of fear,lie,the desire to own
And control for the selfish comfort.

                11.01.26
                For Paulina.

             Magical pet.

Do not fear death,my beloved muse,
For it brings to the body only eternal peace
And freedom from the endless suffering of the mind...
For in it there is neither good nor bad...

As long as I breathe,my heart will glow from within,
Showing the way to anyone who is tired of fighting and lies...
Therefore,in moments of doubt and anxiety,
Just remember that there is something in this world
That will stay by your side forever, no matter what.

The Familiar's devotion is boundless and unconditional,
For the flame of his soul and love is the magic of nature,
Which is not subject to anyone's egoism...
And therefore will always remain wild, pristine and true.

Perhaps one day our paths will diverge,
But now I dedicate myself entirely to you are the only one ,
Because I choose consciously and fearlessly,
Care and openness out of trust in the  flow of life.

                06.02.26
                For Paulina.

               Healing.

You draw your strength from emotions-
Outside in the mind and in the body..,
But I am always only in  peace of nature-
Inside in the endless soul and love.

Therefore,even in the strongest storm,
I'll go to the bottom to find there more fire and depth,
Because spiritual growth and freedom
Are possible only from the inside out as a single whole.

As long as I always put you first in my life,
I feel that there is nothing impossible
In the world that I cannot handle,
No matter how difficult it may be sometimes.

It was scary to let you inside so deeply..,
But a wounded heart can only be healed,
By the eternal flame of the soul...
And never impossible for cold egoism...

                          11.02.26
                         For Paulina.