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Prologue
Sometimes it seems like life isn't a straight line, but a tangle of intertwined paths in an autumn forest. You follow one, turn onto another, and then find yourself at a point imprinted with traces of the past. My point was called "Arcadia"—a small town lost among hills dressed in crimson and gold. A town where time flowed more slowly than anywhere else, and the October air smelled of smoke, apples, and something elusively sad.
I didn't come here by choice. Or rather, it was a choice—to escape. To escape a broken heart, to escape my best friend's betrayal, to escape the office walls that crushed me with their gray ordinariness. I needed a break, and Aunt Agatha's old house, which I had inherited, seemed like the perfect refuge. I thought I'd lock myself away here for a month, to put my thoughts and feelings in order. But I didn't know that autumn in Arcadia isn't just a season. It's a living being. And it holds the palms of its hands, in which it holds all the secrets of this place.

Part 1. The Rusty Key
The house greeted me with the creaking of floorboards and the smell of wax and old paper. It was exactly as I remembered it from childhood: two stories, with carved shutters and a huge veranda covered in grape vines already darkened by the cold. In the living room stood a piano on which Aunt Agata played Chopin, and on the shelves in the study, leather-bound books gathered dust.
The first few days I spent cleaning, mechanically dusting and putting things away. The loneliness was loud and oppressive at first, but then it became quiet and comfortable. I strolled through the deserted apple orchard, picking the last red apples and listening to the leaves crunch underfoot.
One day, while cleaning out the attic, I found an old dark wood box. It contained yellowed photographs, a few letters tied with a ribbon, and a rusty key. The key was unusual, long, with an intricate pattern on the head. It seemed to beckon, promising a solution. I tried every lock in the house, but none of them fit.
That evening, while making tea, I got into conversation with my neighbor, Mrs. Eleanor, who had dropped in with a pie "to brighten the loneliness of a poor city girl." She was a walking encyclopedia of Arcadia.
"Ah, the key to the Orangery," she said, barely glancing at it. "Your aunt adored that place. After the old gardener died, she locked it up and never let anyone in again. She said it was a place for memories."
The greenhouse. I remembered. Not far from the house, at the edge of the garden, stood a long glass building, almost completely hidden by thickets of wild grapes and ivy. The next morning I went there.

Part 2. Glass World
The door to the greenhouse was massive, oak. The rusty key turned in the lock with difficulty, but with a dull click. I stepped inside, and my breath caught in my throat.
This wasn't just an abandoned pavilion. It was a world frozen in time. The glass walls were broken here and there, and a wind blew in, swirling dry leaves in a dance. But the plants were still alive. Wild orchids clung to rotten beams, and ivy entwined the old iron supports, creating intricate patterns. A small fountain, overgrown with moss, played in the center, and fallen rose petals, once grown here, floated in its basin.
And there was a smell. A sweet, spicy, rich scent of damp earth, fading flowers, and something else… something familiar. It smelled like autumn. Not the kind outside—windy and piercing—but the kind that lives in the palms of your hands, holding a handful of warm days.
It was there, at the fountain, that I met him.
He sat on a stone bench, bent over a notebook, quickly sketching something. A man of about thirty-five, dressed in simple work clothes, but with an unforgettable face. A face with sharp yet soft features, eyes the color of an autumn sky before rain.
"I didn't know anyone came here," he said, looking up at me. His voice was low and calm, like the rustling of leaves.
"I... I'm new. Well, not new, I'm the owner. This is my house," I muttered, embarrassed.
He smiled, and wrinkles gathered at the corners of his eyes. "Ah, Agatha's niece. I heard you've arrived. I'm Leo. I help around the gardens around here. I stop by sometimes. Sorry for the intrusion."
“It’s okay,” I exhaled. “It’s so beautiful here.”
"Yes," he nodded, looking around. "This place is special. It guards souls."
From that day on, the greenhouse became our place. I came there to read, he to draw. Leo turned out to be what they call a "natural soul." He knew the name of every plant, could talk for hours about the habits of birds, about how the wind sings in different types of maple leaves. He was silent, but his silence was not empty; it was full, like an autumn forest.
I learned from Mrs. Eleanor that Leo was a local who had moved to the city and become a successful architect, but had returned a few years ago. They said it was because of a personal tragedy.
Leo and I didn't talk about the past. We talked about the present. About the way raindrops trickle down the glass, creating intricate patterns. About the smell of the first frost. He taught me to see not just decay, but the beauty of quiet passing, the dignity of the final cycle.
I felt the scars on my heart begin to heal. His quiet strength healed me. And I, it seemed, with my city madness and naive questions, made him smile again.

Part 3. Letters from the Past
One day, while trying to tidy up one of the shelves in the greenhouse, I found another stack of letters under a pot of dried geraniums. They were from Aunt Agatha. Addressed to a man named Sebastian.
I couldn't resist reading. It was a love story. No, not just love—a story of passion, separation, and fidelity that lasted a lifetime. Agatha and Sebastian loved each other, but the war separated them. Sebastian went missing. Agatha waited. A year, two, ten. She never married. In her letters, which he probably never read, she told him about her life, about the garden, about the greenhouse she built in memory of their dream—to go far, far away and grow tropical flowers.
"...Autumn has opened its palms again, Sebastian," she wrote in one of her last letters. "And in them, as always, lies my heart. I know you won't return. But I've learned to live with this pain, like an old tree learns to live with a hollow. It becomes a part of it, not depriving it of life, but making it unique. My love for you is my hollow. And it, too, has its own life."
I cried as I read these lines. I looked at Leo, who was fixing the broken glass that day, and I realized I was beginning to feel more than just friendship for him. Something big and quiet, like this autumn garden, was growing inside me. But I was afraid. Afraid of getting burned again.

Part 4. First Frost
November arrived. The air became sharp, and in the mornings the grass was covered in frost, glittering in the low sun. I realized my vacation was coming to an end, and the thought of returning to the city filled me with longing.
That day, Leo and I were warming ourselves by the fireplace in my house, drinking hot cinnamon cider. He was thoughtful.
"Why did you come back to Arcadia?" I finally plucked up the courage to ask. "Mrs. Eleanor said you had a brilliant career."
Leo looked at the fire for a long time.
“I had a wife,” he began quietly. “We studied together, made plans together. She adored city life. And I… I always felt like a stranger there. We argued a lot. Then she had an accident. I blamed myself. I thought, if we hadn’t argued that day, if she hadn’t run out of the house upset… I stayed in our empty apartment, feeling like my life was over. And then I realized I was missing air. Not city air, but this,” he waved his hand toward the window. “Fallen leaves, damp earth, silence. I came back here to heal. Just like you.”
There was the same pain in his eyes that had once been in mine. Silent, hard-won.
“And… did it help?” I whispered.
He looked at me. And in his gaze there was not only past grief, but also some new, trembling hope.
"It helps," he answered just as quietly. "It helps especially now."
Our conversation was interrupted by a knock on the door. It was a courier with the news that my ex-fianc;, Mark, had found me and begged me to come back. He stood on the threshold with a huge bouquet of roses, so bright and unnatural against the faded November landscape.
Seeing him, Leo stood up silently, nodded at me, and left. His eyes became empty and distant, like the sky in the cold.

Part 5. Palms of Autumn
A week passed in torment. Mark begged, promised to change, said that that friend meant nothing. He was part of my old life, the life I thought I wanted back. But something inside me was broken. Looking at him, I saw not love, but habit; not passion, but the fear of loneliness.
Leo avoided me. The greenhouse stood empty. I felt like I was losing something important, barely realizing I had it.
On the last evening before my planned departure, I returned to the greenhouse. A fine, prickly snow was falling, mingling with the last leaves. It was cold and empty inside. I approached the fountain and saw Leo's notebook lying on our bench.
It wasn't just a sketchbook. It was a story. The story of autumn. The pages depicted withering leaves, empty nests, frozen cobwebs. But looking at them wasn't sad. Every line, every stroke conveyed admiration for this wise, solemn beauty of the end. And then I saw myself. Me, sitting on this bench with a book. Me, laughing, with leaves in my hair. Me, pensively looking at the rain through the glass. And in every drawing there was a tenderness that I hadn't dared to see in his eyes.
On the last page was a fresh drawing. I was standing by the window of my house, and in the background, blurry, was Mark with a bouquet. And the caption: "Farewell. Autumn always ends."
I ran out of the greenhouse. The snow swirled in the lantern light. I ran through the garden, not feeling the cold, and only stopped at his little house on the edge... The light in the window was on.
He opened the door and saw me, out of breath, with my nose red from the cold, with his notebook in my hands.
“I’m not leaving!” I blurted out, barely catching my breath. “I don’t want my old life. I don’t want roses in November. I want… I want the last maple leaf on a bare branch. I want the smell of smoke and apples. I want the silence that only exists here. And… I want you, if you accept me with all my scars.”
Leo looked at me, and the ice melted in his autumn eyes. He didn't say a word. He simply held out his hands. His palms were rough from work, warm and reliable. I placed my icy fingers in them.
"Aunt Agatha wrote that autumn opens her palms, and in them lies her heart," I whispered. "My heart is here now. In your palms."
He hugged me, and his embrace was as strong and secure as the roots of an old oak tree. Snow fell on our heads, marking the end of autumn and the beginning of a new story.

Epilogue
Five years have passed. Our greenhouse is alive again. We restored it together. Now orchids and roses are blooming here again, but the most beautiful ones are the wild ones that sprouted on their own. We have two children who adore playing here, among the greenery, under the glass roof.
It's October. I'm sitting on our bench by the fountain and watching Leo teach our daughter how to draw a maple leaf. He's become a famous nature book illustrator. His "Palms of Autumn" is a bestseller.
Sometimes, in the silence, I think I hear Aunt Agatha's light footsteps. And I am grateful to her. Grateful for this house, for this autumn, for this love, which turned out to be not a bright and fleeting summer flower, but a deep, eternal tree, able to preserve the most precious memories in its hollow and grow new life from them.
Autumn. She didn't take, she gave. And in her palms I found not loss, but myself.