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I don't wanna fall in love again.
Besides, I gonna share my life with you and tell
How to love you I can.

I lost myself in you.
All my songs and poems belong to you.
My soul is alone without you.
I born to die with you.

I think you are my little star.
Your brown eyes and my cool piano.
We are ready to start play in this game again,
And may kills part of our souls.

However, when I missed you.
You were busy.
Earlier, I so love that forgot about myself.
You had a dream, but I was thinking how to save you from it.

I wanna be with you there, 'cause you're like a breath of fresh air for me.
Lie to me but stay with me.
Take my arms and broke a mirror.
Say to me how to stay with me.

Did you hear my prayers last night?
You know all my life,
You know where I'll stay alone right now.

I look like a butterfly without pollen.
I might look like your phone number that you use to call everyone.

Somewhere we are not together.
But don't forget who keep staying here with you.
When I see your pretty smile, something inside me blooms.

So, why you don't remember what you felt in last year?
In your head someone but not me.
Why am I not exception for you?
Why am I not special to you?

Forgive my soul please.
And save everything alive in me 'cause
I still you let abase myself.
I chose you, not them.
04.10.2025.