could have ducken dated someone

7 years of “long distance is best and it’s temporary, trust me”


of “let them never know whom i love, secret’s safer, it’s status, it must be”


of “i will fill you in rage if you find someone else,  i will do them too”


“i will make my friends bully you if you disengage”


“don’t you dare make my love plans for you fall through”


“i will make it your fault when i see opportunity”


“you’ve invented ‘the vault’ but it’s me who’s well-known in community”


“heeey, you aren’t trying hard enough, baby, i need every day a few times a day massive tantric relief, so HIS poor rich missus can’t read through the strain and the pain of my make-belief”.


It’s funny you think that’s okay: that a tortured young soul who is secretly gay uses kindness as leverage to drink every beverage as if it were the only one you’ll ever get and have ever gotten.


Whom your birthday you’re spending with, “that will go away” or is that your betrothal?

I could have dated someone. Looking at how you’re trying to pull your best friends away from me, you must see that for me it’s not a problem.