Zone of Light. 13. Parallel Worlds

Dmitry Kovalevskiy: перевод на английский
The Zone of Light. Part 13. Parallel Worlds
Natalya Rer
21 January 2011

For the second day I have been communicating in the Club of Esotericism Enthusiasts (on the internet) with interesting people. I don’t know what they are feeling (I’ll have to ask later), but as for me, it’s a whole bouquet of sensations. The energies are so different and so strong. I feel as if I’ve entered some parallel world, some other planet. One could say this world is virtual — but in reality it is the most real of all. In this Club its own egregore has already formed, and quite a strong one, and there is a sense there not only of human presence but of Higher entities as well. It is no accident that they are trying to organize a group, although it is difficult to unite such different people. Yet that is precisely what makes this Club interesting: the people there are very diverse, and that is thanks to its wise organizers.

22 January 2011

When I began communicating in the Club, I was often asked questions that I had already answered in my articles and stories. All the possible questions had already been asked by me to my Teachers. And I was searching for new ones.

Recently, reflecting on the nature of truth, I came across an interesting statement by Zai:

“Personal experience is the criterion of truth: this is one of the beliefs most carefully maintained in esoteric circles.
In speech it sounds like this: You can make judgments only about what you have done yourself.
I assert that reliance on personal experience as the main criterion of truth is a parasitic belief, quite heavy in its consequences for the one who holds it.”

I sent him this reply:

“Through experience you attain absolute truth only for yourself; for everyone else it will be relative. There cannot be one absolute truth for all, because the universe is subjective. Everything objective is temporary and will eventually disappear. When pralaya comes and all physical matter vanishes from the objective world, that is, turns into energy, only the subjective invisible world remains, and it is eternal. The objective world is temporary; it is an illusion.
And your personal experience is needed only by you — no one else can repeat it. But… the intelligent learn from their own mistakes, and the wise learn from the mistakes of others. Another person’s experience is interesting because it is different, and it can help one know relative truth without going through it personally. Still, everything must be verified by one’s own experience, only then will you obtain absolute truth for yourself.”

Zai replied to me:

“Nata Rer, it is impossible to attain absolute truth through personal experience. That is why it is called personal experience and not absolute. Accordingly, the truth derived from it will be for personal use only. The value of such truth is small, and it cannot even properly be called truth. It is simply personal experience. Nothing more.
But I have another question for you. You said that what you have is not faith but knowledge. HOW did you obtain it? ‘How’ is a question about method.”

It seems he does not hear me and understands everything in his own way.

“I already said: there is no absolute truth for everyone. Your subjective truth is absolute only for you; for others it is relative. And the value of personal experience is great — through it you, as the subject knowing this world, can develop and evolve, and do so at an accelerated pace. Without experience, especially negative experience, passing through difficulties and trials, there will be no evolution of the Spirit. When everything is good and you do nothing, there is no development.”

Zai:

“You said that what you have is not faith but knowledge. HOW did you obtain it? ‘How’ is a question about method.”

“I receive knowledge through feelings: not only through the usual five senses, but through spiritual ones: spiritual vision, spiritual perception of energies. If I communicate on the subtle plane with some entity, I must necessarily feel its biofield. By that energetic signature I determine with whom I am communicating. I cannot imagine something that does not exist in the subtle subjective world, no matter how I try. Everything I see with inner sight and imagine necessarily exists on the subtle plane, whether astral, mental, buddhic, atmic, and so on.”

23 January 2011

For several days now I have been communicating in the Club with different people, and everyone’s energies are very different: a real vinaigrette of sorts. The first to write to me and ask questions was Amalgama. She immediately wrote that Alef and I have similar energy, and that hers is kindred with mine. It is interesting to communicate with Alef, although sometimes he writes overly abstruse things, but it seems that only he seriously studies the esoteric philosophy of the Seven Rays.

24 January 2011

I began to describe my strange state of the Great Void, and suddenly the text disappeared from the computer. Perhaps it is not meant to be written about.

The Absolute Void is when you feel that around you there are no energies that produce sensations, only clarity of thought, and one can connect to the Akasha and receive pure information.

I began meditating and felt some energies; certain desires appeared, and the state of Void vanished. The heart chakra and the ajna began to function — I came alive again. I should check the Club; perhaps someone has written something…

I read the messages in the Club. Yes, my premonition did not deceive me. Rada wrote that I post too much information everywhere. Perhaps I should limit my active communication and go “underground” for a while, or switch to private correspondence, especially since they poorly understand my humor; everyone is too serious.

In general, I have the impression that they live in a dual world: for them the spiritual world and the physical world exist separately from one another, in parallel. And it is difficult for them to imagine how my spiritual world is manifested on the physical plane.

I remembered how at the age of twenty-three I invented my own world in which everything was good, and I began living in it. What surprised me was that people started being drawn to me. “Strange,” I thought, “I live in an invented world, yet for some reason they are attracted to this world. Perhaps they also want to live in a fairy tale.”

But the most amazing thing was that gradually my physical world began to change, and the world I had invented began to materialize.

And when I was thirty, one person said to me: “Show your spiritual world. Materialize it.” And then I turned my house into an ashram, began conducting an esoteric school, created a meditation room, established there a flow of divine energy through communion with the Mother of God, and invited everyone to visit and see what spiritual world I lived in. Indeed, until you see and feel it, you do not believe. And people told me that when they entered the meditation room, it felt as if they had entered another parallel world.

And when I came to Smolyaninovo and began building an ashram, I did not create a special meditation room with artificial images of nature, because from my window I can see beautiful mountains and valleys, and even the mystical Pidan. I simply began creating a Paradise Garden of flowers, stones, shrubs, and trees, a living meditative zone, and to build the City of Light.

And my spiritual world became even more real on the physical plane.