Сonfession

"Whoever will, let him take the water of life freely" (Revelation 22:17)

As I approach the end of my life, I realize with my whole being that I have lived and continue to live in a completely different world, that there is another world for which I was destined. It's as if I got off a train at the wrong station, the one someone gave me a ticket to, and somehow I made a mistake. Where I was supposed to go, everything is real, but here, everything is temporary; everything has flown by like a dream. Why did I make a mistake, and who is to blame? Is it possible to correct my mistake and get a ticket to my station? It turns out that this has become imCONFESSION
"Whoever will, let him take the water of life freely" (Revelation 22:17)

As I approach the end of my life, I realize with my whole being that I have lived and continue to live in a completely different world, that there is another world for which I was destined. It's as if I got off a train at the wrong station, the one someone gave me a ticket to, and somehow I made a mistake. Where I was supposed to go, everything is real, but here, everything is temporary; everything has flown by like a dream. Why did I make a mistake, and who is to blame? Is it possible to correct my mistake and get a ticket to my station? It turns out that this has become impossible for me, since the ticket was given to me by One Whom I don't remember and don't know how to find. He gave me a free ticket to the station of the city of love and happiness, but I made a mistake while on the train of my life, and, having forgotten and confused everything, I got off at the wrong station, ending up in a city alien to me.

That's when I began to reflect on my life, on the meaning of life. I realized that it couldn't be that in the infinity of everything, only man and his mind, the pinnacle of all rationality, exist. And if that's true, then can we imagine that there couldn't be something more sublime than the human mind, and that this mind could create everything that is not only impossible for the human mind to create, but even inaccessible to its comprehension? And this mind could exist beyond our infinite universe, the infinity of which man defines only by his own parameters, accessible to him.

If you are an unbeliever and you are reading my book, you will not find proof of God's existence in it. Believers do not engage in any scientific search for proof of God's existence, although they have evidence in their personal lives. We must understand this simple truth. Truth is not something that only you have known. If a person has not known something, for example, a child being born, this does not mean that there is no truth outside their world. Knowledge of God can only be achieved through the heart, not through the mind, although faith in God cannot be considered unreasonable, just like any faith, because every faith begins with some truly existing starting points.

There is no contradiction here, it's just not yet accessible to everyone. The path to God for a person lies through love for others. I used to think I could find the main truth in life through knowledge, through reading the books of great writers: I'll open this book and find the truth. Even reading the Bible gave me nothing; I didn't understand the truth because it wasn't revealed to me. Those who NEED Him come to God. As believers later told me when I lamented my late arrival: THERE'S A TIME FOR EVERYTHING!!! May God grant that time come sooner for you!possible for me, since the ticket was given to me by One Whom I don't remember and don't know how to find. He gave me a free ticket to the station of the city of love and happiness, but I made a mistake while on the train of my life, and, having forgotten and confused everything, I got off at the wrong station, ending up in a city alien to me.

That's when I began to reflect on my life, on the meaning of life. I realized that it couldn't be that in the infinity of everything, only man and his mind, the pinnacle of all rationality, exist. And if that's true, then can we imagine that there couldn't be something more sublime than the human mind, and that this mind could create everything that is not only impossible for the human mind to create, but even inaccessible to its comprehension? And this mind could exist beyond our infinite universe, the infinity of which man defines only by his own parameters, accessible to him.

If you are an unbeliever and you are reading my book, you will not find proof of God's existence in it. Believers do not engage in any scientific search for proof of God's existence, although they have evidence in their personal lives. We must understand this simple truth. Truth is not something that only you have known. If a person has not known something, for example, a child being born, this does not mean that there is no truth outside their world. Knowledge of God can only be achieved through the heart, not through the mind, although faith in God cannot be considered unreasonable, just like any faith, because every faith begins with some truly existing starting points.

There is no contradiction here, it's just not yet accessible to everyone. The path to God for a person lies through love for others. I used to think I could find the main truth in life through knowledge, through reading the books of great writers: I'll open this book and find the truth. Even reading the Bible gave me nothing; I didn't understand the truth because it wasn't revealed to me. Those who NEED Him come to God. As believers later told me when I lamented my late arrival: THERE'S A TIME FOR EVERYTHING!!! May God grant that time come sooner for you!