The Naked Truth, or PMS, English version... 13

...What do you do in a confusing situation where your wife is a porn star and a webcam model? Well, first of all, you have to follow her example and take this line of work seriously too (if only so you don’t leave your beloved alone in this complex, secret, otherworldly realm))), and second, you simply need to turn the situation from confusing into… understandable—that is, by gathering your strength and abilities, write a good book based, as is always commendable, on your own experience…
Having given this some serious thought, writer Piotr Kamen’, husband of the brilliant Aimee Hot MILF (aka AimeeParadise), did exactly that…))
With disarming candor, wit, and elegance of style, the author invites us to view the so-called “lowbrow” world of modern webcam and amateur porn in the context of world cultural history and the traditions of the medieval carnival…

Piotr Kamen’ (Peter Stone) (b. 1973) –  is a writer, composer-arranger, and sound engineer. He is the husband and producer of webcam model and porn actress Aimee Hot MILF (AimeeParadise). He worked as a staff writer for the TV show “The Weakest Link,” a songwriter for pop stars, a journalist for “Nezavisimaya Gazeta,” a music critic for “NG–Exlibris,” and a teacher of literature and music.
He composes music for commercials, films, television programs, and cultural events. He studied at Moscow State Pedagogical University named after Lenin and at the Gorky Literary Institute.



ABOUT CUMSHOT, THEATER, ACTRESSES, AND OTHER “INTELLIGENT” SLUTTY-LADIES…))

Now, let's talk about actresses, and theater in general...))) What is the stage? What is the reality of a performance? Does an actor remain himself (according to his personal passport data), or is he really Hamlet at the moment he plays him, and his “real” personality is irrelevant at that moment?

Of course, there are many things that come to mind here... From Guy Debord's famous book, The Society of the Spectacle, published in the 1960s, to the sensational film Avatar...))

Where is my true “I”? – this is perhaps the main question that an actor (I am using the word in a general sense, but of course I mean both men and women) decides day after day... And does he want to find his true self? Perhaps the actor, on the contrary, seeks to hide behind his characters? Perhaps the actor is afraid of his true self, and by playing endless roles, he saves himself from the self-destructive truth?))

For example, when we (as a couple) are invited into a private chat room and asked to do things that we would never do with each other in so-called “reality,” we both get a lot of pleasure... And precisely because we are doing something that is not part of our real personalities, but rather the personalities of the characters we are portraying at the client's request... This broadens our own perceptions of ourselves and our capabilities, and gives us vivid sexual emotions... The person on the other end of the internet cable also gets pleasure from the fact that, by inviting us into a private chat, he also goes beyond his everyday “self,” which he is very tired of, just as we are tired of ours...))
Thus, it turns out that the reality of the Performance is akin to the Mystery of Birth, when you have just come into the world, and every experience is primary and therefore truly vivid... If you are truly an actor by nature, then when you play Hamlet, you are Hamlet, and when you play Caligula or Nero, you are really Caligula or Nero... Yes, it's like the movie Avatar... And yes, with the same sweet blurring of the boundaries between your own manifestations...

Blurring boundaries is sweet in general...)) And yes, sex — and even more so, sex for show — in today's increasingly complicated world of tightening all possible screws, turns out to be the only sphere where a person feels free... Sex, precisely because of its mysterious, theatrical, carnival-like nature, is today the only Island of Freedom, a small Hot Cube where anything is possible... If only because the Reality of the Stage and the Reality of “real” life are, fortunately, not the same thing...

Now let's leave generalities aside and talk specifically about actresses, that is... as always, about girls...)))

What drives a young “actress” who is both afraid and passionately eager to stand on a stool and sing a song (it doesn't matter if she sings in tune or out of tune, the main thing is success!))) or dance at a noisy family celebration? (Of course, not everyone likes this, but those who have an innate talent for acting have had this desire to be on stage since childhood.)

How does a young person feel when she is the center of attention and showered with applause?)) Of course! In essence, she experiences creative ecstasy, which, in turn, is similar to an orgasm (remember the chapter where we talked about how the female orgasm is primarily psychological, unlike the male orgasm, which is technical and mechanical), and the applause she is bathed in is essentially a symbol of spilled semen as a result of the delight she, the Queen of the World, causes in members of the opposite sex... And, as usual, all this is reflected in a separate porn genre called “cumshot,” where bathing in applause is actually likened to bathing in semen, drinking sperm, smearing oneself with sperm, where sperm acts not only as objective proof of admiration, but also as a symbol of the Big Bang caused by admiration for the beauty of a particular goddess-actress... And the Girl, thus, acts in a symbolic sense as the Cause of the Creation of the World... Which, of course, greatly impresses all girls, regardless of age...)))
When we talk about porn actresses, that is, women who, without being shy about their sexuality, their bodies, their passions, and their emotions, give themselves to those around them, then it seems that we are dealing with the following...))

Strictly speaking, porn actresses are superior to actresses who pretend to serve some kind of Melpomene and coquettishly pretend to be “unapproachable, intelligent, pale”)) In so-called real life, the vast majority of actresses are real whores, prone to promiscuity... Porn actresses, on the other hand, allowing themselves everything “on stage,” are in most cases respectable housewives who care for their families, children, husbands, and so on...

Secondly, porn actresses are often simply smarter, as they achieve their goals faster and more efficiently, without wasting time on trifles, that is, serving Venus, the Moon, and Lilith directly and immediately, rather than some not always honest person, not to mention dirty thoughts and other filthy ideas, Melpomene...))) In other words, porn actresses and webcam models are women who accept the most important part of themselves unconditionally, that is, first, they truly understand what is most important in them, and second, they are calm about it, without tormenting themselves with unnecessary complexes... And with complexes, in turn, it's simple: if you have them, then you have problems that torment you, and if you don't, then you are free and pure...)))

Among other things... When we look at an attractive actress outside of the porn genre, we involuntarily wonder what she is like without clothes, what she is like in bed, whether she sucks dick well, and so on?))

When we look at a woman who is not only bold, intelligent, and honest with herself, and therefore sucks dick directly or fucks young soldiers, we involuntarily become interested in her soul...)) What drives her? Why is she like that, and my wife is not? Why is she so free? Why is she, as they say, “ten centimeters from the ground”? Why does the fact that her genitals can be freely and unobstructedly viewed not make her a whore and a slut?

That is, it is always the hidden that attracts! In those who hide their bodies, it is the body that attracts... In those who hide their souls, it is the soul that attracts...))) Most non-porn actresses do not know or understand this...))) And God will judge them, the fools...))) 


TO BE CONTINUED...


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