The Naked Truth, or PMS, English version... 14

...What do you do in a confusing situation where your wife is a porn star and a webcam model? Well, first of all, you have to follow her example and take this line of work seriously too (if only so you don’t leave your beloved alone in this complex, secret, otherworldly realm))), and second, you simply need to turn the situation from confusing into… understandable—that is, by gathering your strength and abilities, write a good book based, as is always commendable, on your own experience…
Having given this some serious thought, writer Piotr Kamen’, husband of the brilliant Aimee Hot MILF (aka AimeeParadise), did exactly that…))
With disarming candor, wit, and elegance of style, the author invites us to view the so-called “lowbrow” world of modern webcam and amateur porn in the context of world cultural history and the traditions of the medieval carnival…

Piotr Kamen’ (Peter Stone) (b. 1973) –  is a writer, composer-arranger, and sound engineer. He is the husband and producer of webcam model and porn actress Aimee Hot MILF (AimeeParadise). He worked as a staff writer for the TV show “The Weakest Link,” a songwriter for pop stars, a journalist for “Nezavisimaya Gazeta,” a music critic for “NG–Exlibris,” and a teacher of literature and music.
He composes music for commercials, films, television programs, and cultural events. He studied at Moscow State Pedagogical University named after Lenin and at the Gorky Literary Institute.



ON SERVING THE HIGHEST BEAUTY…))

Sometimes I wonder, what exactly are Belka and I doing? Which gods do we serve?)) And these thoughts are sometimes heavy, complex, painful, and long-lasting... But in the end, I always come to the same simple conclusions: we serve Beauty, and therefore the One and Indivisible True God...))

And today we will try to talk about the winding paths that lead me to these simple and crystal-clear conclusions...)) Why try, and not just talk?)) Because everything is God's will (a brilliant phrase, true in any case, regardless of which of its three elements we emphasize))) ... We can always try everything and anything, but whether our efforts will be crowned with success — alas, it is not up to us to decide, contrary to the opinion of all those self-proclaimed “psychologists” on YouTube...)))

Remember, for example, the reverence for the “tear of a baby” characteristic of the venerable Fyodor Mikhailovich Dostoevsky? That, they say, no great idea for improving the eternally terrible world can be considered worthy of attention if its implementation involves even a single baby's tear?))

So, sex — precisely so-called “banal” sex for sex's sake — is nothing more than such a “baby's tear”! Just as pure and just as sincere!

When they try to brazenly dissuade us of this, intruding uninvited into our pure souls under various pretexts and banners — from Christian ethics and the code of the builder of communism to juvenile justice and other Roskomnadzor idiocy — they always want, under an outwardly plausible pretext, to take away our True Self, which was given to each of us by the Lord Himself, and not by the dull-witted sheep from the civil service (by civil service, I mean, of course, and let's call them that, employees of the spiritual sphere; all these “werewolves in cassocks, turbans, etc.”)...

And encroachment on the freedom of our sexual lives is the most terrible “crime against humanity”... The next, even more frightening step is a direct attack on our lives—and it doesn't matter, of course, what excuses are used; excuses, of course, can always be found, and there will always be experts who give uniform lawlessness a legitimate and higher meaning...))

What kind of world do we have today? Let's not beat around the bush – it is COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY DESTROYED! And without any nuclear war...
The School is destroyed, the Education System is destroyed, the concept of Good and Evil is completely destroyed, society completely lacks both Global Goals and the means to achieve them, even if some goal were to arise in a state of delirium... The world is completely destroyed... We must come to terms with this...

But the most important thing still remains in this world — Love... That's where it all began... The Universe as a whole, and each of our Individual Universes separately... That is, roughly speaking, from the orgasm of mom and dad...)))
Unfortunately, there is a very high probability that this world will never rise from the pit of shit into which it has fallen, having filled that pit with its own shit beforehand... But perhaps there will be another life, and another Earth and Heaven, as we have all been promised many times...))) After all, sooner or later we will all have to die one way or another... What will happen next – as they say, time will tell...))

And what is there now? The thing is, there is nothing else... Except... Sex... Except for that very “tear” with which our life began, and with which it essentially ends... That's what Belka and I are busy with... That's what she's busy with when she fulfills the wishes of some poor souls tormented by life (yes, it sometimes resembles a sacramental last wish before death) in private shows; What we are both busy with when we work on webcam as a couple or shoot our modest (due to lack of time) films...)))

You, not us!!! – (those who need to will understand who I am talking about) killed that original Beautiful World, replacing it with a surrogate in which everyone is suffocating. But until the final Death comes, it is we, Belka and I, and those like us, truly like brother and sister of mercy (or like Beavis and Butt-head, whichever you prefer))) who bandage your wounds... Including those who have made considerable efforts to destroy the former beautiful world...

Yes, it was done by another part of them...)) The part that put on the Expensive Suit and pretended to be the Strong World, justifying itself by saying that there is nothing but the Principle of Power, and it's either you or them, and better you, because you are responsible for many... But sometimes the Strong Ones of the World get very tired of this part of their own selves, because it is a truly unbearable moral burden... After all, lying to yourself on such a global level requires incredible moral effort... Not everyone can do it, not everyone is capable of it, of course... (That is why, by the way, there have always been and always will be fewer strong people than weak ones...) But...)))

When they get tired — and sooner or later everyone gets tired))) — they hang their Expensive Suit in the closet and, with maniacal persistence, beg us to turn on the so-called cam -to-cam to wholeheartedly show us their spineless, flabby faces and their sad dicks, which they frantically rub or fiddle with, watching as I either fuck Belka or give my Goddess a blowjob, or as she does something exciting for them in “solo” format...

Yes, that is how the world is today... And yes, that is the Beauty that Belka and I serve... For dressing the wounds of those who have fallen in a completely senseless but merciless battle is undoubtedly Good... And Good is Beauty, just as Evil is undoubtedly Ugliness...


TO BE CONTINUED...


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