24. 02. 2022... July, 2023

+ (plus) not only in the territory of Ukraine...

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Luxembourg / 21.07.23

Yesterday - 20.07.2023 - I was told at the Ministry of Foreign Affairs: 'you must choose what is more dear to you, the health of your daughter, or your complaint?'
in other words: ;the life of your child or your (your) humiliated human dignity?;
             Is there much honor in the person who said this?
             at that moment he was in his own country;
             he knew that he was protected by the laws of his country;
             .....and so on....
and near the Ministry we saw ukrainians in the park; young boys and one girl; they were very drunk; it was disgusting to look at these people who by their behavior form an idea of other ukrainians;
and I understand it;
my daughter cried when we left;
she is a very gentle creature;
she is very vulnerable;
we saw people like these ukrainians, and many others - in Paris, in Bern .....
vegetables; living corpses...
however, this is primarily the fault of the country of their passport - the fault of ukraine; ukraine did this to them;
ukraine did not provide a choice;
ukraine allowed others to use itself, thereby throwing its honor, and the honor of its people, under the feet of the world;

he same question: 'you have to choose what is more dear to you the health of your daughter, or your complaint?' - but in a few other words,
I heard in France; even earlier in Switzerland;

аnd before that....
I heard about it on 05.06.2023, standing at the gates of the UN, when my daughter and I were denied UN protection;
The UN refused us, knowing (including) from my earlier complaints (dated 14.12.2022, 17.04.2023);
from my submitted Petitions for the application of urgent measures and protective measures (dated 21.04.2023, 03.05.2023, 05.06.2023), in addition to the fact that my accusations of crimes have grounds, that my arguments that they hide their crimes behind protection statuses, the UN was aware of the state of health of my daughter; The UN knew from my complaints about how much my daughter had to endure - ;in the name of ukraine;
                when I write the UN, I mean that person
                (two or three people)
                who studied my complaints;
                however, they do not indicate their names,
                thereby placing its responsibility on the UN;
                it's convenient, isn't it?
and even earlier - before that - there was the ECHR .....

and the ECHR, and the UN, and others .... understood and understand that I am a mother;
Is it easy to find mom's weak spot?
should i add anything else to this?

Whom should I remind of Dignity?
UN? ECHR?....

to whom can I tell about the infringement of the rights of a woman ... a mother ... a girl with physical disabilities?
UN? ....ECHR?....

we asked for UN protection and then we had to save ourselves to avoid ;UN protection;


I'm completely exhausted today; now, due to lack of sleep, I understand little;
but quite clearly and distinctly, right now the truth is in front of me - I am not a fighter against the system;

so much can be said, but when the truth is before you, the words disappear; and even there is no desire to speak;
does this happen to you?
I clung to the belief in the truth so much (that it exists somewhere) that now I am afraid that I will forget myself and in myself for forever;
I value freedom so much, and I am so clearly aware of the bonds of slavery entwined around everything that bears the name ukraine'...
from 24.02.2022 - I already felt this;
for a little over a year they managed to avoid - and only because there was at least some, but the opportunity to close ... from people ... from society;
however, from 21.04.2023 - today 21-22.07.2023 - in just some three months among this society - where everything ... everything ... not even hints, but directly points to the place of the ukrainian passport ... on the territory of Europe ... under the peaceful sky of Europe ...

a woman one on the bus nodded at such a dull building with the words: 'that's where the Syrians and ukrainians live....'
and that's all there is to know;
and I knew this for a long time - and in my complaint on 06.05.22 ... and in my complaint of 14.12.22 I wrote about this;
and in my complaint dated 17.04.23 - I wrote about this;

and then my daughter and I went out to people ... and saw and felt everything that I wrote about;
alas - now I do not see at least some kind of hook that could be grabbed;
ECHR....UN.....- .....

I realize that I have no choice;
it was not given to me; determined my choice...our choice is different;


Whom should I remind of dignity?

Dignity - for me is not an empty phrase;
when I have to ask someone for something (help me with money; offer me and my daughter a hotel room without paying for accommodation ....);
I feel my humiliated human dignity; I want to cry, because the situation in which I and my daughter have been for more than a year is the fault of other people; many people;
because of these people I am forced to accept humiliation;
                I can't walk into a hotel and say:
                ;your country is also guilty of
                that my daughter and I are in such a shameful position!;

                or can i?

I am a mother; I have to do everything for my daughter;
and I do it; and I beg...

Dignity is not a word;
Dignity is a feeling;


A Diary of a sentenced /
Liudmyla Onegina,

p.s. 15.05.26
(из холла тбилисского отеля;который у вас час? здесь почти 4и утра...в этом холле можно ночью быть, но глаза нельзя закрывать....в холле спать нельзя...ума не приложу, кто нам купит авиабилеты...если бы можно было организовать сбор на Стихи.ру?...какие варианты есть? кто знает?)