Remarque said Geborgtes Leben...

Это письмо мы завершили 21.09.2023, находясь на территории Германии - написали, уже осознав, что мир не желает очнуться...
Ни одно из европейских периодических изданий и сотни иных, в т.ч. ООН,
не издали ни звука....
Единственно, из офиса премьер-министра Австралии пришел ответ, что принято и передано....



Remarque said: "Geborgtes Leben" (Borrowed Life);
He didn't just say that - he knew what he talked about;
He knew what it meant for him;
I say: "To live, begging forgiveness"
I don't just say that - I know what I ;m talking about;
I know what that means;
Sorry!... sorry!... sorry!...
A million times  ;Sorry! ;...
that my daughter suffered a brain aneurysm...
Sorry!... that her hand is not functional...
Sorry!... that she has epilepsy...
Sorry!... that I need an opportunity to give her treatment...
Yes - with us isn't as with you...
Sorry!...
Our life differs from yours -
The tempo isn't that...
Three hands for two; on what you will spend five minutes,
we need thirty minutes or much more...
Sorry!...
To be dependent on someone for simple things - it's not simply difficult...
Youthfulness needs movements.... -
And when that is repressed, soul pain is so deep; desperation from helplessness....
And for this - Sorry.!..
And what is desperation?
dependent -
there is no personal - there is nothing -
It's impossible to hide the inmost -
no matter how not try -
everything in sight -
with one hand, no matter how not try?
Sorry!...Sorry!...Sorry!...Sorry!...Sorry!...
.....18.09.2012 the country signed the decision = the sentence in the name of ukraine/ by the
name of ukraine (on behalf of ukraine), and forced me and my daughter to beg for
forgiveness for this all;
This chapter of our life bears the name: "Fifteen Years, without the Right to Life...."
I know everything is written in a chaotic way, inconsistently -

                the condition of my soul and mind is such -

Sorry!...
.... 24.02.2022 - and once more!....and again!....the sentence by the name of the
country...and I immediately have to say...Sorry!...
A million times  ;Sorry! ;...
I have to ask for your forgiveness for that since 24.02.2022 my daughter and I have been
without the right to Life -

         in the territory of Europe ...
         under the peaceful sky of Europe ...
On behalf of the partners and allies of the country whose passport and citizenship, we have
ill fortune to be possessors -

         the partners and allies of ukraine
         in what has its place to be since 24.02.2022,
         plus, not only in the territory of ukraine;


                it's like the torn thoughts,
         and only for that to cross out this all from my memory;

         And I don't want - I can't put in order this everything -

                to make that smooth and even;
           and I won't even undertake attempts to do it;

                and it's not possible;

            To do about what a human had better not know.


In addition, my mind and soul as well as my daughter ;s mind and soul crave to be not there
and not in that where we have been for more than one and a half years, and write not about
what it's below;

                Till 24.02.2022 we - my daughter and I -
                worked on our long narrative poem;



             ;24.02.2022, plus, not only in the territory of ukraine ;

                And I have to say now:
                that all concerns only me and my daughter;


                It's a letter,

Do you know what it means to plead?

                and that's a plea -

I and my daughter know about this a lot;
When a country didn't grant you a choice to live? Or, to die?
And, you want to live;
Do I have the right to Life?
Does my child have the right to Life?
And, you plead!

Yes - it's and my plea - the plea of a mother;
that's and a protest at the same time;

I'm a mother of twenty-five years old young girl.
We both have had ill fortune to possess ukrainian passports;

And since 24.02.2022 it's already been more than a year that I ;ve been proving one thing:

 ;We are people!
Life - here and now;

Ones have to be living this life.
Life of my daughter - here and now,
my life - here and now,

only I have to decide what I do with my life,
only my daughter has to decide what she does with her life;
we were deprived of this right to choose and decide! ;

Since 24.02.2022 -
we, having lost the financial support of our Russian benefactor, the support which we had till
24.02.2022; and not having our own financial income, in point of fact, all this time we
attempt, not only to survive,

                in the territory of Europe ...
                under the peaceful sky of Europe ...

but, and, despite all the vicissitudes, to stay humans,

                sorry!.. sorry!... sorry!..

with honor and dignity even if with the crippled and ravished ones.

              We were crossed out from the list of the living ones,
           and what is more, they made us ask for forgiveness for this

                and ask for alms;

All of this was set forth in my complaints;

                I lodged two complaints to the United Nations
                in December 2022, in April 2023;

In my first complaint, I made accusations against ukraine;
In my second complaint, I pointed out its accomplices -

                I immediately have to say  ;Sorry!...Sorry!...Sorry! ;... -

the accomplices of the crimes - its partners and allies;

the fragment from my complaint:
;..You, partners and allies of ukraine made use of a weakness -

                I don't detail, here -

of the country of our passport;
...You, partners and allies of ukraine became its accomplices -

                And here, indeed, already is no significance
                who spearheads -
                - all equally -
                there is a fact -
                there is the reality -
Thanks to your so-called help, and support which you have provided ukraine with, for more
than a year,

                and what, actually, is the complicity,

inasmuch as, knowing initially, and absolutely that ukraine had known about the forthcoming
invasion, but concealed by design; with that ukraine didn't give me and my child a right to
choose - to live? Or to die?

                ukraine, on its own, disgustingly,
                basely made the decision for us,
                dooming us to inevitable death;
Thanks to your so-called help, and support which you have provided ukraine with, for more
than a year, ukraine - the country of our passport allowed to place itself in dependence upon
you, its partners, and allies;
By that Ukraine placed each who, by a passport and citizenship is its part, in total
dependence upon you;
ukraine gave all of you - the partners and allies - to understand that those who, by a
passport and citizenship, is a part of ukraine, one may not consider; one may regard them as
the unwanted, as the garbage, having no rights.

                Because how one can respect a country
                that did that to its own people?
you, the partners and allies of ukraine, became the accomplices of ukraine, having let the
country of our passport humiliate us already in the eyes of the whole world;

                What honor of the country that can be about?
And how you yourself can look at me, at my daughter, with what glance, with what thoughts,
at those whom the country of their passport and citizenship disgraced, in the same way?

   And what can the statuses of protection mean from your hands,
                for the ones whom you

                yourself sentenced?

A few days later - when after 17.04.2023 I lodged the second complaint to the United
Nations. -

                From my letter to our true friend / 17.04.23; 22:21
                ;...Thoughts dried out;
                a sip of fresh air is needed;
                however, and to breathe out,
                to collect thoughts there isn't time;
                time hurries us,
                time always comes to go from the writing
                to the doings;
                it's our time to go... ;

21.04.2023 I and my daughter - left the walls of the Parisian hotel - the walls which were
even if ghostly, but yet they were the stronghold walls for our lives throughout a year and
went out to Humans ; world.


Since 21.04.2023 -
for less than a half-year, my daughter and I completely and wholly have realized the hell that
the country of our passport and citizenship, ukraine prepared for us, plus, together with its
partners and allies;

Since 21.04.2023 -
I and my daughter get convinced, experiencing on our own pelts, again and again, the cruel
truth of the reality of what was set forth in my complaints

                in the territory of Europe ...
                under the peaceful sky of Europe ...

(it would have been better if I was wrong)

                Gathering, step by step all the disdain of the world.....
                Sorry!...
                A million times  ;sorry! ;.. -

All this is the crimes of Genocide -

             ...the hell that the country of our passport and citizenship, ukraine
                prepared for us,
                plus, together with its partners and allies...
so far as, knowing about the forthcoming invasion, one may suppose the obvious, and
understandable, namely, what waits for a person knowing nothing, suspecting nothing;

Since 21.04.2023 -
for less than a half-year there have been lodged not less than five petitions to the United
Nations, with my plea to use urgent measures of protection regarding me and my daughter;

I could have written a lot;
For one and a half years of the written by me and my daughter, one can compose three
tomes of a great book;

I can substantiate every word and sentence which was in my complaints to the United Nations;

Yes, it was written in a chaotic way, with emotions;
when it happens to you in reality and you are in that
- Life is alive - every moment of it -
And when the feelings overflow, can you otherwise?

                However, I know surely that we proved
                to the United Nations a long ago;

Since 24.02.2022, having turned into two orphans in the territory of Europe peaceful for each, being criminally betrayed already twice by the country of our passport and citizenship;
we realized in more than a year who we are in the Eyes of the world;

                the world which is out of the bounds of ukraine -
makes us and what becomes vitally necessary to look for protection, in no way the one being
proposed in the form of the statuses that I and my daughter reject not without a reason:

The statuses of protection -

                as the long-ago ready-made, and well-tried way
                (in this case: regarding what has its place since 24.02.2022
                plus, not only in the territory of ukraine) -

provide protection
for the ukrainian passport,
for those who are victims of the aggression of Russia,

                My daughter and I are victims of the aggression
                of the country of our passport and citizenship,
                plus, the victims of aggression of the partners and allies of it,
                thanks to the so-called help and support -

                the victims of the aggression of yours!

Mr. Stoltenberg said (not to me personally - publicly asserted): "Nato was preparing for the
conflict in ukraine since 2014!
And the support of Ukraine: our safety... the safety of Europe... the safety of the world...'
A logical question came to me:
'Then why we, I and my daughter, being by the passport the citizens of the country which is
being torn to pieces for the sake of the safety of the world, in such not just oppressed
position, but without the right to Life in the territory of the world, in the territory of Europe...
under the peaceful sky of Europe...?
Is this the exact thing NATO prepared for me and my daughter? ;...

                since 21.04.2023 - to this day 21.09.2023 -
                in just five months in this society -
                where everything ... everything ... not even with hints,
                but directly points to the place of the ukrainian passport ...

                I don't detail, here

I'm not sure that someone from the partners and allies of ukraine
has ever thought over this, however, this is the crime of Genocide;
I was writing in my complaints, naming that "the snare",

                In my complaint to the United Nations, I pointed out
                that behind the statuses the partners and allies of ukraine
                conceal their crimes;

and no matter where you are in the territory of ukraine,
or beyond its bounds;
...As if you didn't perish physically,
a spiritual death waits for you
that is equal to a physical death;

                in the territory of Europe ...
                under the peaceful sky of Europe ...

04.08.2023 I and my daughter were in NATO (in Brussels), and we passed a letter to the
secretary general of NATO;
Today - 21.09.2023 - they didn't answer yet;
As all of the partners and allies of ukraine are silent, all those whom I asked this question
(What did they prepare for me and my daughter? ;...) in my letters;
As and the UN:
The United Nations doesn't wish to admit that truth which I set forth in my complaints;
                The United Nations jealously protects
                the allies and partners of ukraine -
                the partners and allies thanks
                to which I and my daughter
                have been beyond
                of human life for more than a year;

Why are they all silent?

actually
...Neither Zelenskey nor Mr. Biden,
nor Mr. Trump can't know a priori what that is Genocide;
I know it from the inside; my daughter knows
it from the inside;
It would be better, for us, not to know that;
However, we have been throughout
fifteen years, without the right to Life in the name of ukraine/by the name of ukraine (on
behalf of ukraine)
+
;24.02.2022, plus, not only in the territory of ukraine ;;


I ;m not afraid to offend you, reader, if your passport and citizenship belong to one of the
partners and allies of ukraine;
Even if I bring apology words.

Your world and your life exist.
Our world was destroyed.
My daughter ;s world, my world was destroyed;

Till 24.02.2022 we - my daughter and I -
worked on our long narrative poem;

                Two short lines -
                and it's known only to my daughter, to me, and to God,
                what that costed for us, and what that meant for us;

we have our own rules, our principles,
our moral code, our life stance,
our plans for life, our aspirations;

Today we both realize -
we were creating...
ukraine, the partners and allies murdered that;
they all murdered that;
Do you understand?

they are left only to take our two lives.

                in the territory of Europe ...
                under the peaceful sky of Europe ...

Awful truth,
and more awful reality;

But I'm a mother,
I have not only a right to ask for,
I have a right to demand;

                In truth, the United Nations made me and my daughter
                doubt the existence of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights;

However, I can't say that I did everything that I could.
I don't have such a right.
In question is life, life of my daughter, life of mine;

                The United Nations ..NATO...
                don't understand one thing:
                if even one human doesn't agree
                that means God doesn't agree with it either;
               
                I don't agree with this;
                My daughter doesn't agree with this;
                We are two;

And I ;m not afraid to offend you, reader, if your passport and citizenship belong to one of the
partners and allies of ukraine,
A question torments me: why are you silent? why does the world of People stay silent?
By the humans ; hands, the genocide of the whole nation is made -
by your hands, they destroy the nation -
The world of People is silent!

Why is everyone silent?

ps.
Remarque said: "Geborgtes Leben" (Borrowed Life)
He didn't just say that - he knew what he talked about;
He knew what it meant for him;
Nobody knew, nobody knows, nobody will know -
only Remarque knew that;

I say:  ;To live, begging forgiveness ;
and only I know what it means;
nobody knows, and nobody will know -
only I know;
and only my daughter knows;

And they are only words.