Love of Yura

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In spite that everyday passing with remembering Polina, Yura cant leave that thoughts. He still remember all dates and moments with her, and happy when remember, as happy human when he feels happiness. Happiness— is see Polina in dreams, remember her, situations when they were chear each other and were enjoying together moments of love. When Yura comes near Polina house, he remembers how they were kiss in her porch. This kiss was tender, like rose petal, and sight of Polina in Yura's eyes was the sight of love. Their hearts, which were reciprocally opened to each other. How the door of classroom opening for students which are coming into it, for receiving knowledge, so and Yura wants to know about Polina everything. After Yura and Polina broked up Yura understood, that he lost all life that will be lived by him, for happiness or for unfortunately, without Polina. But Yura was not falling down in his soul and was trying to comeback everything. Like husband returnes to wife after business trip or how after war son returnes to mother, so and Yura was dreaming about come back of Polina. Every single day, when Yura was watching the sunset, he was understanding, that she kisses her husband.

She is happy!

Аnd this is the main!

And if their story is finished, and the story is really finished, Yura ready to live all his life without Polina, and loving her by his full heart, his heart, in which Polina. She never forgive Yura, because its impossible to forgive, and Yura understands this by his full heart and soul. And let the sun rise up without her, and let the sun set without her smile, but Yura knows, she is the best, the best in the world in which he meted her…

Yura love Polina by all his heart and soul. One day they met each other, when Yura allready was not playing «Unknown» nine years. Only after nine years they saw each other and Polina was crazy happy about Yura's finished with game. Yura was very happy to meet girl of all his heart. Till this happened he can only look her photo in «VKontakte» and status near her nickname. After nine years, this joy years, without game how the check can he so not game. Polina gave Yura's a chance.

Wonderful chance to be again with Polina and enjoy each other, how they were enjoying in childhood, in wonderful childhood when they have been together and Yura was not ill by the game. And now after long separation, they finally breath together each other, and they are together, how in wonderful song of their childhood. Yura ready about Polina in all. Anything she ask,Yura will do it, absolutely everything. Anything she ask, Yura will do it and believe in reciprocity of her heart, so wonderful, kind and good heart, which she have. And if this all spent time is not without meaning, so meaning of, that they again together and love each other! Not important that so much time was without Polina, but now their relationship is full of reason and happiness, which was so long time waiting Yura…

The most wonderful what can remember Yura its his best childhood, in which was him and Polina. Yes, he tryed many times to leave her alone, but maximum time without being in mind with Polina was two weeks. In Monday, or, when was Tuesday, or may be Wednesday, and after this Thursday, next to it Friday, later Saturday and then again Sunday, the thoughts about her were not leaving him, the thoughts about the girl, which gave him wonderful advices, which Yura didnt follow, but can follow, and everything could be ok, and they will be together. Stupidity of Yura which was in his head punished him, and he understands that he deserved seven bullets in his body and ignore of Polina and denial for reaching the goal. Infinity sign which will never be answered. The way to back no exist, how no exist Polina, wonderful Polina, which he can hug and kiss or just say «Hello» and hear «Hello» in answer and be happy, really happy. If you will ask question about how long time Yura loves Polina, so the answer is all life. Because her smile is best smile in the world, unreachable dream, which Yura's heart is full.

Divа.

And every crossed by child, boy, man when they see her first time will recieve a denial and will be throwen far away from her.

But happiness of soul…

Log time thinking, she was meeting him in his dreams. What's the happiness was to see her not in real life but in dream! Yura remembers many dreams with her, but trully not so many. But I think to remember and not to forget dreams is God's present, because usually human forget his dreams, and in life of Yura happened dream after parting with Polina. They were in road in the car, and after that they situated in unknown place, and Yura woken up. Second dream. They met each other near metro «Majakovskaja», and Yura asked if she ok and happy with her husband. Finally, when Polina answered «Yes» on both questions, Yura saw her beautiful clothes and woken up. Third dream. They met each other near «Andreevskyj» bridge and Polina strongly hugged so warm so sincelery, so Yura think that somebody in the dream was really hugging him and he woken up. And one more dream. He saw her, and then she dissapeared, and Yura felt, that she is with husband it was hurt on the soul and he woken up…

When he wake up he thinks about her like about most treasured dream in his life. The time goes, together with it life goes. As it usually happen: human works, helps his family, lives life, having private life and continues to rejoice life. Yura loved to wake up, make cup of tea , smoke «Captain Black Cherry» and again think about her. Around manufactory of knowings, wishes, and self styles Yura was choosing literature. Russian classic literature. And in every reading book he was meeting her. So wonderful and desired, so unrepeatable and immense by him.

Charming, God's angel beatiful girl.

So passes days, then months, then years. Yura was thinking about her, only about her.

And in the future he was thinking to come back her, because he was really loving Polina…