One day

...In wanting so waitful meet…
…In alarm surrounded space…
…I am waiting your pretty voice…
…Like fresh aroma of the spring…

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Everything happened by one day. Yura smoothly moved his fingers from key to key, playing «Unknown», when suddenly for him felt that needed to stand up from computer chair and move to the yard. Yura reached the yard and saw her and dont understand where she coming and to whom, or where, or something else…Yura was feeling pain, as he perfectly knows that he lost her. And its impossible to come back her. But it did not stopped him. How will not stop any human which wanted to know everything about her/his, which personality really was wanted to know also. He was interested, he was not careful, he wanted to be with her. Yura dreamed about it, he was writing about this, he was talking about it, but unfortunately it didnt happen… It was hard, but he continued to struggle for him and his happiness. Making some steps, moving to her side. Yura felt aroma of her perfume… So different aroma which she was smell by. All thinks were about to recognize where she goes and for what. But unfortunality there were no words, was nothing, only pain... He carefully came after her, she saw this and was a little wondered why Yura so interested where she goes.

— Stop Polina…

— What?

— Wait, wait. — He came to her, reaching her.

— Where do you go?

— To my boyfriend…

— Ok, wait please, to who?

— To Roma, my new boyfriend.

— Romа? — I dont know him.

— And will not know!

— Ok, wait, our dialogs had nothing?

— Yura! Let me go, I told everything to you!

 And here… Yura died in a new time. Like in car accident, when he was in coma, and many other else. He could not understand that there is no way. That train has gone. That everything is in the past. That its impossible to come back Polina. Yura tryed to calm down his self by the thoughts about this is the occasion of Polina to make his fire burn more about not reachable goal, for his tryes to be infinity…

But everything he recieve was a denial. He followed Polina some streets, when she told:

 — Enough.

 — Now I go without you.

And Yura fell to his knees, when she move straight from him, and everything he can do is to see how she is leaving him… She left him, but he was standing on his knees on asphalt. She was not been seen, but he was still standing. And understood that knees are feeling pain, Yura stand up and think «No it will never end, she finally will be mine!» And came back home. He was moving, thinking about her, only about her. All his thoughts were about their dialog. He remembered words: «Roma – my new boyfriend». And they strongly crashed into his soul. He lit the cigarillo, devoted Captain Black Cherry. He helped him or he just think, like simple cigarette fanatic that he helps him, but thoughts were becoming longer, and depression was coming more and more. Yura usually feel depression, she was his best friend!

He felt depressed and was forgeting how days became nights, and nights became days. So one more new day was coming without Polina…