My hand is shaking

Do you want to swing, now?! Ow!
Do you want to swing, now?! Ow!

I’m not a gentle child!
I’ve witnessed evil!
I’ve felt a knife in my back!
I’ve heard deceit!
The pain is too great for me to trust you!

No!
I won’t pretend to be soft and cuddly.
Stop it!
I don’t want to cater to everyone!
I’m not some cheerful greeting card.
I don’t need everyone’s love!

My hand is shaking!
I don't believe you!
My hand is shaking!
I saw the pain!
My hand is shaking!
I find it hard to trust!
Sorry! I saw the pain!
My hand is shaking!
I can't hold it out to you!

Hurl words at me.
Invent a nickname for me!
Mock my life!
But never — do you hear me?
Never!
Don’t ever think I’m a good person!
It’s a shame what you believe!
Too bad you consider me kind!

My hand is shaking!
I don't believe you!
My hand is shaking!
I saw the pain!
My hand is shaking!
I find it hard to trust!
Sorry! I saw the pain!
My hand is shaking!
I can't hold it out to you!