Yearning

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Admit you never loved me, but it was just a game, now I regret that I did that I couldn’t fix anything, that you’re not around, I can’t explain how I need you now. My God is so attached and I really want to hug you, but I know what it is  impossible probably slowly and almost painfully losing my mind you need to get used to in two years that there is no loved one

 Perhaps it’s the eyes of what will happen,
it’s possible that psychology is to blame for me, explains everything or religion, although you probably know that without faith a person is not a person at all, but just a piece of canvas that can get dirty while being white and this white canvas is a soul that makes me sad I don’t imagine woke up in the morning even the birdsong was not at all happy

I look at our blonde daughter
 with blue eyes and this tenderness, shyness was conveyed from you dear, how unbearable it is for me to know that it will not open in  door the kitchen now, you will not go, you will not say it’s time to have breakfast,  don’t know,  can explain to my daughter that mother will not come again

Even this neighbor hasn’t changed. It’s time for this woman to go to hell. For some reason, she doesn’t go the most.
 I personally feel sorry for
 her husband Hank and the children


darling need to go soon daughter will return almost 6 years to many questions
 I could not find the answer
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 Inscription on the grave
 Vanessa Shield (1957-1975)
 Nearby are red roses and a photograph
  where is she young and happy