Epilogue by Rudolf Nureyev Without Make UP

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Book 2
2009 RUDY NUREYEV: WITHOUT MAKE-UP
ISBN 978-0-9806446-1-6 SHORT STORY
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2009 ОДНОТОМНИК ВЕЛИКИЕ НЕМЫЕ: НУРЕЕВ УЛАНОВА ДУДИНСКАЯ ЭСАМБАЕВ ПЛИСЕЦКАЯ АЮХАНОВ
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2009 ОДНОТОМНИК ПАРАЛЛЕЛЬНЫЕ МИРЫ: АНДРЕЙ ТАРКОВСКИЙ
Book 8
ISBN 978-0-9806446-7-8 SHORT STORY
2009 ОДНОТОМНИК СКАЗКИ СТАРОГО ЧЕЛОВЕКА
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2009 ОДНОТОМНИК РЕЦЕПТ ДЛЯ ГЕНИЯ: РОМАН ВИКТЮК
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2009 РУДИ НУРЕЕВ: БЕЗ МАКИЯЖА
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Yuri Matthew Ryuntyu was born in KIZHI, ONEGA LAKE, Russia. Following his studies at the Academy of Science, Yuri Matthew RYUNTYU moved to Sydney (Australia) and worked, most notably, as a medico-biology scientist. A prizewinning scholar and academician, he has published a 45 books of literary and cultural criticism, including <The Recipe for the Genius>, <The Requiem for the Foresee>, <The Grate Surrenders>, <Abreast and Profile of The Imperial Russian Ballet> and <The Apostolic Silver Age of Russian Culture>. He has also written for such publication as the World of News, the Book Review, the Theatre Life, the Pravda, the Moscow Evening, the Moscow Pravda, the Megapolis Express and the Evening Club about Poetry, Literature, Movies, Religion, History, Music, Opera, Ballet, Politics and Australian Arts, where he is a contributing editor. His literary works and articles are available in English, French, Russian, German, Japanese and Kazakh for readers. Ryuntyu was able to dedicate himself entirely to literature following the success of <Rudolf Nureyev: without Make-up> in Russia, a gloomy satire on sexuality published in 1995. Ryuntyu’s ironic and often disillusioned perception of the state of affairs in Russia during and after the Communist occupation produced a body of work that is still at the forefront of twentieth-century Russian and Australian literature. A most famous: <The Temptation: Boris Yeltsin>, <On the Way of the Cross: Alexander Solzhenitsyn>, <Idol Russian Gay Culture: Sergey Paradzhanov> and <The Meditation: Bella Akhmadulina and Joseph Brodsky> http://ryuntyu.com/8o/ Yuri Ryuntyu live in Cairns, Great Barrier Reef, Australia + Рюнтю o Культурe Россиян в США The Ronald Reagan Presidential Library and Museum USA http://www.reaganlibrary.com/


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Epilogue by Yuri Matthew Ryuntyu, Australia
EPILOGUE


I’m sitting by the open window, re-reading aloud the “Epilogue”.
Well, this blue book has come to an end.


All Gay letters have come out of the closet,
but there is one question,
which … still puzzles me ...


How many multiple masks does each of us wear?
How many does a genius own? Is it true that many faces are covered by many masks?


On Rudy Nureyev … I counted forty-nine.
Are they too many or too few? I’m not to judge.
Patrick white showed me the masks of Rudy, which he had.
In each situation he wasn’t under his own name.


Where is the distinction between his fantasy and his reality? It’s up to you to guess.
His secrets are a mystery that has disappeared into nowhere.


What are left … are fragments, his silent voice,
fading smile and sad glitter in his eyes,
which protect him as a shield.


When the shield shatters what is left is the truth. Such truth is self-alienation.


“Here they are. Can you recognize … in them?” I say for all around to hear.
“Your everyday fate is hidden in the history of every single mask.”


I saw in them languor,
dullness,
unloved torment,
compassion towards dying friends and....
never-ending loneliness.


He was always himself. MR. RUDY NUREYEV never changed.
All of his fake friends have all been branded with the one face.
He is always unique.


Friends ... are


as if … clones are...


almost one … and ... the same.


That was the real Rudy.


His rebellious soul always took control of his body.


“How many colors in a Rainbow?
The answer is only seven, isn’t it?
In his blue rainbow there are forty- nine.
Nureyev’s rainbow isn’t capricious it’s just a rare miracle,”
my inner voice whispered.


I know that it’s the final word in my book.


I hear footsteps. Oh, it’s only her... Polina.


“Do you think that Gays are somehow special people?” I ask my teenage daughter.


“Yes, they are the same as everyone else, just like other men,” she answers without any hesitation in her voice, then leaves the room after being satisfied with her answer.


I started inspiringly to type into the computer.


… Doesn’t the answer lie here,
for all questions about Gays?


I’m sincerely sure that it’s the most important,
but I’ve also experienced that the semi truth creates sarcastic neglect.


Semi-darkness destroys our souls.
Love between two hearts will die in such place.


The shadow of lies gives birth to hatred and it corrupts the best qualities in humanity.


The Biblical declarations like, open heartiness, feelings of tenderness and also respect towards personal dignity are starting to fade.


Everywhere rages fruitless trees.
On one of its branches hung the envious … Judas Iscariot.


I tenderly read again and again Nureyev’s letters to Mr. P. White.


A confession is written in every line where LOVE is exposed.
His heart is void of innermost secrets.


Nothing’s strange how he pumps with emotion.


I’m stunned and astonished from his piercing bluntness,
refusing compromises, isolated the heart and soul.


He is so self sacrificial.


There wasn’t around us, “those”,
Love-matches,
One-night stands,
Unplanned happiness and … inevitable separations.


I hear somebody’s question... his or her question.
Patrick and Rudy are on the tip of my tongue.
As I pronounce and spell PATRICK each letter tingles the roof of my mouth…


I hear her steps behind me. I know that it’s Polina.


“Hey, fellas excuse me, but I don’t believe that you’re the ones which gave you the nickname; “Monsters of All Times” I know you better then you know yourselves. Let it be as it is, but, mates you will always be my Blue Birds from the puzzling and the Hi-Mystic World of Maeterlinck. Where storytellers will break off your fingers and persuade everyone around that they are all like sugar. So what if everything is sugar, it’s so painless and funny. Well, who expected broken hearts in such a sweet place?”


“I saw lolls suckers that believe only in those who offer them sweetness between their lips and craving tongues,” she agreed.


“Nobody acknowledges that mortal suffering between sages, who couldn’t recognize that all their lives they betrayed themselves,” I explained to her timidly, thinking of the three wise men who ... came to the Holy Mary.


EARTH TO EARTH,
ASHES TO ASHES,
DUST TO DUST,
GOD GIVE PEACE TO RESTLESS SOULS.


The requiem for my Blue Brothers is from the bottom of my heart.
The sounds of blue-indigo on the radio waves endlessly hurt.
I refuse to stamp the word ... “AMEN”.
This book is for survivors.


Yuri Matthew Ryuntyu,
Cairns, Great Barrier Reef, Australia, 2006.



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